man im kinda on the fence about this stuff, I've talked to people that were going thru a similar thing like me and they actually seemed sound minded and chill about it to an extent, but I snapped out of it.. but then came back into it.
I love phillip k dick, he seems like a good gont, but some people say that earth is actually a soul factory.. ever smoked some salvia before? seems like the world broke down and we were all cards in a giant game.. or thats what i got out of it.. never wanted to do it again.