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DOES FAPPING TO XTREME PORN????
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2016-12-15 at 11:20 PM UTCcause:
Brain damage or neurological changes
Epigenetic changes
Mutations in sperm quality for reproduction
Since there's a porn rabbit hole of depravity which I've gone very, very far down. I wonder if the weird things I've fapped to are without consequence to my brain and body. -
2016-12-15 at 11:25 PM UTC
Can't tell if real or what the scans are measuring
Compulsive pornography users have similar reward centers of drug addicts
But what I'm wondering is in the compulsive pornography users there's a subset of compulsive fetish masturbaters where the person tends to find the most sick shit they can to get off because they've lost normal arousal. I wonder if the association of different normally upsetting things into sexuality causes brain damage in other areas. -
2016-12-15 at 11:48 PM UTCLast night I had to choose between a girl masturbating on a dead animal and a girl being tortured by trash.
My god what happened to me. -
2016-12-16 at 12:07 AM UTCNo, all the "brain on porn" studies are done by extreme right wing christians. I watched anal fisting porn high on meth and I don't look at porn for sometimes WEEKS. I destroyed the part of my brain that controls love and sex feelings (with drugs, not pornography)
So no, porn will not mess up your brain. It just fucks with your sexuality. Once you fap to scat you can never go back. -
2016-12-16 at 12:07 AM UTC
Originally posted by the holy ghost Last night I had to choose between a girl masturbating on a dead animal and a girl being tortured by trash.
My god what happened to me.
links. -
2016-12-16 at 12:09 AM UTC
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump So no, porn will not mess up your brain. It just fucks with your sexuality. Once you fap to scat you can never go back.
that's kind of what I mean. Maybe i'll go back into not having savage sexual desires if I either no fap for a while or make sure I only fap to normie porn? Idk
I really don't want to be that weird -
2016-12-16 at 12:10 AM UTC
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump links.
heavy-r.com
search "garbage" and search "dead animal"
i don't even want to look them up because i'm WAT at myself right now
it's only for when you're in a terrible mental state -
2016-12-16 at 12:24 AM UTCWell i am not one to judge, but fapping to dead animals is pretty strange.
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2016-12-16 at 12:32 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie Well i am not one to judge, but fapping to dead animals is pretty strange.
I'm a sexual sadist I've fapped to dead people to or torture/etc but I feel like my interests are becoming even more deviant. Some fetishes I've seen have become constant intrusive thoughts in my mind that try to convince me I like what I saw. Like I've seen some traumatizingly disgusting porn, the thoughts latched on for 6+ months, then because I couldn't get rid of the thoughts I would either fap to them to make them go away or "check" between normal porn and the sick intrusive thoughts. So basically even fucked up fetishes don't get me off anymore, my porn interests are becoming more deviant and making think about what a piece of shit I am, and some porn I've seen has disturbed me so much that I've developed severe sexual OCD about what I saw. Overall, extreme porn is ruining my life. -
2016-12-16 at 12:42 AM UTCGirls look at weird porn too.
Originally posted by the holy ghost extreme porn is ruining my life.
Do less internet or something man. -
2016-12-16 at 12:48 AM UTCI don't think I would date a girl who watches fetish porn lol.
But to some degree I'm ashamed of myself. Tbh sexual sadism doesn't mean anything to me it's ego-syntonic but now that I'm experimenting with porn and masturbation relating to topics of disgust I feel less than human and that's fueling my OCD of other disgusting thoughts that I find 100 times worse. Those thoughts are ego-dystonic. I don't like disgust and I don't want to be disgusting. An asshole or an evil prick fine but not a gross sick fuck. I've experimented with scat while manic on benzedrex and I felt like I gave myself brain damage because I had a headache for 4 hours. I guess humans can actually fap to anything even if they aren't attracted to it, but I don't feel like being an absolute bottom feeder of the human condition due to mental illness and drugs fueling my sexuality and deceiving me.
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2016-12-16 at 12:51 AM UTC
Originally posted by the holy ghost I'm a sexual sadist I've fapped to dead people to or torture/etc but I feel like my interests are becoming even more deviant. Some fetishes I've seen have become constant intrusive thoughts in my mind that try to convince me I like what I saw. Like I've seen some traumatizingly disgusting porn, the thoughts latched on for 6+ months, then because I couldn't get rid of the thoughts I would either fap to them to make them go away or "check" between normal porn and the sick intrusive thoughts. So basically even fucked up fetishes don't get me off anymore, my porn interests are becoming more deviant and making think about what a piece of shit I am, and some porn I've seen has disturbed me so much that I've developed severe sexual OCD about what I saw. Overall, extreme porn is ruining my life.
Sounds like you're ready to graduate to the deep web necro hurtcore style.
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2016-12-16 at 12:54 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie Sounds like you're ready to graduate to the deep web necro hurtcore style.
I probably could easily but I don't want to be controlled by my maniacal penis. I can't imagine continuing doing stuff like this and being happy in life or successful. I want to be able to get off to real girls, and not be experiencing literal mental torture from some of the weirdshit I've seen that offended my entire neurology and OCD'd me for months into fapping to it i.e. becoming suicidal. Wtf can I do? Should I nofap for 3 months or am I fucked? -
2016-12-16 at 12:56 AM UTC
Originally posted by the holy ghost I probably could easily but I don't want to be controlled by my maniacal penis. I can't imagine continuing doing stuff like this and being happy in life or successful. I want to be able to get off to real girls, and not be experiencing literal mental torture from some of the weirdshit I've seen that offended my entire neurology and OCD'd me for months into fapping to it i.e. becoming suicidal. Wtf can I do? Should I nofap for 3 months or am I fucked?
Let go.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2016-12-16 at 12:58 AM UTCGood idea. The more I ruminate on it, the worse it gets. I know this as a fact, but my mind has been fucking with me badly lately.
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2016-12-16 at 12:59 AM UTC
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump Girls look at weird porn too.
This is true.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2016-12-16 at 1:06 AM UTCPorn induced brain damage is literally 60% of the reason I constantly want to fucking kill myself.
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2016-12-16 at 1:09 AM UTC
Originally posted by thelittlestnigger Porn induced brain damage is literally 60% of the reason I constantly want to fucking kill myself.
Exactly.
Do you get ruminations and intrusive images or groinal responses, that you feel that you need to masturbate to, even though you hate the thoughts and try to resist? That's sexual OCD, but I'm sure there's a strong correlation between porn induced brain damage and sexual OCD. -
2016-12-16 at 1:15 AM UTCI have transcended such lowly desires.
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2016-12-16 at 1:16 AM UTC
Originally posted by thelittlestnigger Porn induced brain damage is literally 60% of the reason I constantly want to fucking kill myself.
well in your case I say you should definately go through with it, you are beyond saving unlike sploo.
