I realized that I have this weird lows during the day and like almost a depression type of feeling that hits me for no resson at all I could be co pletely stress free, have money in my bank and everything but it still will hit me this gloom or weird feeling than I will have tog et something to drink. In fact I am at this cafe and was planning on si*ning up and going to brazillian jiu jtisu again than the feeling hit me and I didnt go and just biught a drink. when I was in prison this feeling was worse almost all the ime but I would just drink these coffees constantly to keep it in check a bit.
Everyone has some form of mental illness, just as everyone has something wrong with them physically. It may be very minor or it may not have yet revealed itself, but the genetically perfect person has yet to be born,,,though of course I do come close.
I don't even read your posts and it's obvious you do. You need Trianglism. Religion makes mental health people function normal except for the 1% that kill their baby because God told them
Originally posted by Wariat
I realized that I have this weird lows during the day and like almost a depression type of feeling that hits me for no resson at all I could be co pletely stress free, have money in my bank and everything but it still will hit me this gloom or weird feeling than I will have tog et something to drink. In fact I am at this cafe and was planning on si*ning up and going to brazillian jiu jtisu again than the feeling hit me and I didnt go and just biught a drink. when I was in prison this feeling was worse almost all the ime but I would just drink these coffees constantly to keep it in check a bit.
Killing yourself will definitely rememdy this situation. 👍
what do you mean cheap thrills? also it takes very little to set me off thats also why i am not commiting on getting baxk to any training or group classes or activities any sort. if someone disrespects me or some small stuff it can ruin my whole day or three days and Ill think about it.
