What should I do?

I have had a really bad month and a half and have lost a lot of money due to it and I don't sleep but lay in bed really depressed. I guess now I know what it's all about. But my father a week ago started talking to me and today he said he's tired of me working shitty jobs but to go ahead and do the one I start today, but he will pay me to be his rep for his business because he wants my brother and I and them to be a family again and help their business.

My parents have 2 tomato and chili pequin and serrano farms where they live in east texas and in bastrop, and also a parrot ranch where they live. My father said If I agree to quit drinking he will let my brother and I be the ceo's of his company, My brother is an accountant at wholefoods and we are working on setting up a tent where I can be a salesman and work proxy for whole foods selling my moms pickeled peppers, she puts them in bottles very artistically.

I prayed to god every night the last couple days for just a little bit of luck to where I'm not always suffering and being malnourished going between jobs like a no one, and feeling like nothing and no one.

He said he will give me a car to go to bastrop to pick up and look at what their workers are doing in Bastrop and to collect the bottles my mom has sent and just take them back, he said If I do everything right and quit drinking he will pay me to do it but to also still hold my stupid job at voodoo donuts I start tonight. He gave me 1k today to help me out and then handed the phone to my mom and she said she loved me and to not mess it up because they didn't raise me to be like everyone else and to do the right thing and that god loves me.

My dad asked me if I had any ideas since I'm now apart of his company and I told him I can get my neighbor Jason to create
binaural beats that are specific to the wave length of plants to help them grow stronger and quicker without the use of chemical fertilizer, because you can't sell that shit at whole foods anyways. This could become a real brand.

I'm so ecstatic, I don't want to be poor or have to worry anymore and I can't believe my dad loves me enough to make this happen. He said He wants my brother and I to always be friends and to pros pure because thats the way god insisted on siblings doing.

I actually prayed and it worked out, plus I love my mom and dad, they came to austin 2 weeks ago by surpirse and they asked too see me after the funeral they were going to and I told them I was busy, which I felt bad about.

I've felt really crazy lately but I'm glad my dad came back, him and my mom have always stood up for me no matter what.

She bottles them in an artistic way which you can't even find on youtube and gives them aways as gifts, its brilliant.

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