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2019-05-25 at 5:03 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-05-25 at 5:04 AM UTC
Originally posted by chzbrgr It's more complicated than that. I was 19 when we met. I hadn't had a relationship before and was sexually inexperienced. I was naive and just really wanted a boyfriend. Doug was very attractive to me and he was attracted to me, or at least he acted like it. I didn't understand that he was abusing me until months into the relationship because I had never been abused before and didn't understand what was going on. It's like he'd be good to me for a few weeks and then flip the fuck out on me. Then he'd say sorry and things would be okay for another few weeks and then he'd freak out again. I was so confused because when it was good, it was great, but when it was bad it was fucking awful. I just kept thinking, if I show him I love him and enjoy the good times with him, maybe he'll stop hurting me, but somehow it just kept escalating and eventually led to his arrest. He and I have tried to reconcile our relationship time and time again. I do so because I don't want to be left with a bitter taste in my mouth. I wish we could be friends because we do have fun when we're not fighting. But he operates on this animalistic instinct and will do anything he has to to survive, and that includes destroying the people that love and care about him. I want to move on with my life, believe me, but he has targeted me for my weaknesses and plays on them with his manipulation and abuse and I'm having a hard ti.me escaping the cycle. I really really want to go to therapy but I can't afford it right now.
U need to move on, son. Whether or not ur being serious, blah. Heard. Boss up bitch. -
2019-05-25 at 5:06 AM UTC
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2019-05-25 at 5:08 AM UTClol, cranberry on zoklet. You posted a buncha shit about Bill Krozby in B and M when he didn't even post there.
It sounds like you have problems you blame on Bill Krozby because you haven't dealt with them. I'm sure he did treat you shitty but it's how you deal with them that defines you. Right now you're just being fat and petty should probably let Bill Krozby go and hopefully find someone whose like him without all the rapey stuff. You clearly care about him, just keep it movinThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-25 at 5:10 AM UTC
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2019-05-25 at 5:11 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo lol, cranberry on zoklet. You posted a buncha shit about Bill Krozby in B and M when he didn't even post there.
It sounds like you have problems you blame on Bill Krozby because you haven't dealt with them. I'm sure he did treat you shitty but it's how you deal with them that defines you. Right now you're just being fat and petty should probably let Bill Krozby go and hopefully find someone whose like him without all the rapey stuff. You clearly care about him, just keep it movin
never raped anyone. she posted my social security number when i was homeless and not posting. -
2019-05-25 at 5:16 AM UTC
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2019-05-25 at 5:18 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby I dont read private messages because their from idiots like you. I served my time and yet you keep following me around. You're a cunt (you've even called yourself a cunt and came back to blow me) and I don't care what anyone says. You and mal should leave me alone.
K, well you did read the private message because you literally said what I said in the message. And you could just not respond when I text you. You agreed to come over when I hit you up again and then you continually asked to hang after the fact. And I was leaving you alone, but you put up this post to further harass and involve me. You've made your bed now lie in it.
I have so many gonts backing me up on your bs its only the losers that dont know me like hdl that keep saying the same thing because they are in a worse situation. fuck off.
Originally posted by Bill Krozby they always come back but i thought some people can change but this time i don't want her to come back what kind of fucko rents a house on the same street as their supposed rapist. I was laying in jail and thinking to myself this sucks but she will be back and she did.
You moved from South Austin where you've lived all your life to an apartment that was down the street from where I was living at the time. Where I live now is just down the street from that place, closer to that than your place. I live here because it's very close by to the place I've worked at for three and a half years. I was basically here before you were, bitch, so go suck your benefactors cock since your parents don't pay your rent. I know you don't pay it yourself with your part time pizza job money and having to pay child support. It was also the best thing that was available to rent at the time I had to move. I didn't intentionally move close to you, but because you live close by and I see you walking the street to get beer from the c-store, it unfortunately put you in the forefront of my mind.
Like I said in my private message, I'll stop posting here and "stalking" you on here, a public internet forum, as long as you edit my name and number out of the thread. -
2019-05-25 at 5:19 AM UTCReal talk.
It's so odd the extreme degrees of violence/ rape we are being honest. Then following said rapist. Dumb. -
2019-05-25 at 5:21 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby but you keep coming back you tard, you're always the one that hits me up and i missed you so I thought we could be fine but you can't accept things so just leave me alone
you're not the girl for me. i wished you happy bday a few days ago because I thought it was the right thing to do, doesn't make me a sociapath, you don't even know what that is.
just let it be.
Well I never got your happy birthday message because I blocked your number. You probably didn't though because you knew it was blocked way before then. You don't even know how old I am. -
2019-05-25 at 5:23 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-05-25 at 5:26 AM UTC
Originally posted by DontTellEm Real talk.
It's so odd the extreme degrees of violence/ rape we are being honest. Then following said rapist. Dumb.
If he had ONLY been violent to me and raped me, I would have peaced out from the get go. But he was charming and showed interest in me and treated me okay between the violent times. I do know how dumb it looks. I know I'm a dumbass. I have some fundamental issues I need to resolve to really move past this. -
2019-05-25 at 5:28 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby you don't know the reasons why i moved here. I've always lived in austin this is my town and it will always be. Ive been here for almost 32 years and outsiders don't dictate where I live. I wanted to move with cupcake girl to dc but i couldnt because of your bullshit
Well my bullshit is over now. You're free. Call the dumb bitch up. I'll be moving away from Austin when my lease is up so you can keep your town if she doesn't want you back. -
2019-05-25 at 5:29 AM UTCwhy are you being so toxicity and rude to our hero?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-05-25 at 5:30 AM UTC
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2019-05-25 at 5:34 AM UTC
Originally posted by chzbrgr You ever heard the saying "Keep your friends close and your enemies closer"? Why wouldn't I want to keep tabs on someone that has held me against my will, assaulted me, raped me, and nearly killed me? Someone who's cheated on me, financially abused me, and destroyed my personal belongings? Don't you obsess about the things you truly fear? The things that could really destroy you? Maybe that's just me and my anxious personality. This is someone who has left me in their bed to go fuck someone else, someone who has forced me to suck their dick even after I've yelled no, cried, and bit their dick multiple times, someone who's pulled fistfuls of hair out of my head on several occasions. Someone who got my laptop stolen because they invited a streetwalker in to smoke speed. Someone who sold my childhood GameBoy Color for drug money. Someone who has rubbed my own vomit in my face. Someone who's thrown my cell phone under a running faucet when I called the police because I was being attacked. Someone who has bit me, choked me, spanked me, and spit on me in a very aggressive, extreme, non-sexual way. He's a sociopath. There's no remorse for the things he's done. There's no concept of shame or doing wrong. He's a soulless vessel operating off of negative energy, chemicals, and lies. There's more wrong than there's right. There's more myth than truth. That's what he feeds on; the abundant source of darkness. When you've encountered something like that, when you've been intimate with something like that, it's a little hard to forget.
i just quoted this for my own collection -
2019-05-25 at 5:35 AM UTC
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2019-05-25 at 5:35 AM UTCI hear u, I'm sorry. I honestly find it hard to believe u come back for more. Why u would let so much happen to u, that's honestly crazy to me.
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2019-05-25 at 5:36 AM UTCdoug makes us proud hes our shining star no matter if some jerks dont like him
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2019-05-25 at 5:37 AM UTCPosting in a krolo thredThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
