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BRB getting drugs.
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2016-12-05 at 7:16 AM UTCSee ya'll niggas in an hour.
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2016-12-05 at 7:16 AM UTCk
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2016-12-05 at 7:55 AM UTC*trucks
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2016-12-05 at 8:14 AM UTCBack i got loads of trucks.
Oxy and valium primarily. Also i wanna' buy new rigs, IV'ing Oxy is amazing.
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2016-12-05 at 10:03 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie Also i wanna' buy new rigs, IV'ing Oxy is amazing.
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2016-12-05 at 12:48 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Disgonbegood.gig
Are we friends Mal? I like to think we are, friends don't root for each others misery. -
2016-12-05 at 6:19 PM UTCYou know what they say, "keep your friends close, keep your friends even closer" =)
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2016-12-05 at 6:21 PM UTCSwim has liquid hydromorphone hcl. Someone should do research because whenever he took it before it was just dumped in a glass with vodka.
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2016-12-05 at 9:49 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie Are we friends Mal? I like to think we are, friends don't root for each others misery.
Well, I don't want you to die, if only for the continued utility you provide.
Bring to mind the Randian view on selfishness/altruism. "To say ‘I love you’ one must first know how to say the ‘I.’" -
2016-12-06 at 1:14 AM UTCopiate addiction lasts for lyfe
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2016-12-06 at 1:54 AM UTCWhatever, man.
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2016-12-06 at 4:01 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Well, I don't want you to die, if only for the continued utility you provide.
That all sounds very co-Dependant to me. I would be interested to know what utility i provide to you though, in your own words.
Originally posted by Malice Bring to mind the Randian view on selfishness/altruism. "To say ‘I love you’ one must first know how to say the ‘I.’"
I am aware of the Randian views on selfishness and altruism. But even if you agree with these views what's the harm in not implying you would derive pleasure from me suffering from an opioid addiction? Even if our relationship exists on a basis of mutual utility i would be more inclined to provide utility to you if you are kind to me.
Because that's what friends do.
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2016-12-06 at 4:15 AM UTC
Originally posted by the holy ghost opiate addiction lasts for lyfe
not really, but you wouldn't know since you've never had one.
edit: sorry I didn't mean lyfe, i mean an opiate addiction. my bad bud -
2016-12-06 at 4:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby not really, but you wouldn't know since you've never had one.
edit: sorry I didn't mean lyfe, i mean an opiate addiction. my bad bud
don't you get cravings for it years later
even if you don't do you just fill the void with other drugs?
i wouldn't know personally but i've heard that for those who have been in a bad opiate addiction, the cravings never end, just become a bit less powerful over time -
2016-12-06 at 4:37 AM UTC
Originally posted by the holy ghost don't you get cravings for it years later
even if you don't do you just fill the void with other drugs?
i wouldn't know personally but i've heard that for those who have been in a bad opiate addiction, the cravings never end, just become a bit less powerful over time
The cravings stop, but you'll love opiates forever. And they will affect you stronger forever, at least in my experience. -
2016-12-06 at 4:50 AM UTC
Originally posted by the holy ghost don't you get cravings for it years later
even if you don't do you just fill the void with other drugs?
i wouldn't know personally but i've heard that for those who have been in a bad opiate addiction, the cravings never end, just become a bit less powerful over time
Sure, you're right I guess, I always will love opiates. But I guess I don't see myself as the way I used to be with those kind of things. In fact I quit doing coke for years because I was all weird about it and didn't do it for a long time until recently, and when I did it I was actually able to be chill and go to bed easily and not feel like a mess the next day. haven't done it since
I've done opiates several times in the last couple months, at a lot smaller doses *cause I'm not a junkie ne more*
But theres some people who would never be able to do that because they are true to life addicts, and I respect those people for never touching or wanting to be near it again. Because its important to them.
I would never put a needle into myself ever again, not because I'm afraid I'd turn into a full blown addict again, but I've already done it enough times and it would be overkill on what I like about opiates.
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2016-12-06 at 5:03 AM UTCI don't get cravings very often. I think of my own functionality before I take anything so my drug usage is attuned to responses I.e. Physical pain: take pill, chill from stress: smoke weed, talking to attractive girl who doesn't know her father : cocaine for some obvious examples. My opiate use is pretty mild. I could take opiates everyday and have all the typical triggers around all the time but really my opiate usage depends on what I perceive to be pain, usually physical. I've been very dope sick before and I don't like how opiate addiction treats it's host at all. Other drugs can keep up a semblance of being a choice but opiates will ruin you.
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2016-12-06 at 5:08 AM UTCI've done opiates a handful of times and didn't find them fun or interesting. I guess you have to turn your endorphin system into a derpadew by repeatedly taking a mildly euphoric drug and then it becomes super powerful and a lifetime addiction? I remember I had some good experiences on hydro, oxy and tramadol when I was 13. More recently I've taken 600mg of codeine, did subutex, smoked heroin. It was nice but I'd rather get high on bundy and nitrous than crack and heroin surprisingly. I found the intensity of crack and heroin to be subpar to a plateau sigma or a nitrous binge. Is it because I haven't done enough opiates or my opiod/dopamine circuits are just different.
Also, I never found nicotine to be addictive. I smoked a few cigs a day for a few years and stopped without any problems. I've picked up a cigarette once or twice since then but never felt like I wanted more. -
2016-12-06 at 5:12 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie I am aware of the Randian views on selfishness and altruism. But even if you agree with these views what's the harm in not implying you would derive pleasure from me suffering from an opioid addiction? Even if our relationship exists on a basis of mutual utility i would be more inclined to provide utility to you if you are kind to me.
It's called being an edgelord. -
2016-12-06 at 5:12 AM UTC^hell yeah man , I love talking to girls that don't know there fathers, I've been stepping up that game a lot recently. The more you cut back on one thing, the more you step up on another, somethings gotta give fam.