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2019-05-10 at 11:16 AM UTC
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2019-05-10 at 7:52 PM UTC
Originally posted by DietYellow "I'm just gonna be a heroin addict for the rest of my life, at the old old age of 35 not even."
If you really understood chronic pain, and the relief opioids give/quality of life, then you would understand.
It's tiring to try to explain this to people, such as yourself, that don't care to understand or listen.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-10 at 8:09 PM UTCI do. I have chronic pain. I used junk. And you get an absurb amount of dilaudid as it is. You get an appropriate amount of painkillers, but that isnt enough for you because your a junkie.
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2019-05-10 at 8:12 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone If you really understood chronic pain, and the relief opioids give/quality of life, then you would understand.
It's tiring to try to explain this to people, such as yourself, that don't care to understand or listen.
Fuck all the brainwashed subservient faggots. They dunno what they're missing coz they too scared to live a little for fear they might offend their masters. There's no helping that slave mentality, let them get on with wasting their lives.
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2019-05-10 at 10:51 PM UTC
Originally posted by DietYellow I do. I have chronic pain. I used junk. And you get an absurb amount of dilaudid as it is. You get an appropriate amount of painkillers, but that isnt enough for you because your a junkie.
Dude, that was what I USED TO GET. They dropped me from 12mgs of dilaudid every 3 hours, down to 15mgs if oxycodone every 6 hours without even a taper. It makes more sense for me to sell the 15mgs oxycodone and buy dope.
You don't know everything about me, but you assume you do. Hell, if I was still on the dilaudid, I wouldn't fuck with the dope, not regularly, just for break through or when the pharmacy fucked up, like I did in the nursing home.
Do you realize I NEED a cane to walk, just graduated from a walker to the cane, and I can't walk long distances anyway even with the cane? My leg is fucked and I literally have a MRSA INFECTION that the best hospital in the country can't do shit about. I have blood clots, DVTs and PEs I'm dealing with too, right now. I can barely breath half the time, and both my legs hurt excruciatingly. Hell, half the dope dealers I buy from who have seen my legs will GIVE me shit if I come to them in pain without dope. They know how I hurt. They've seen me in pain, in tears. -
2019-05-10 at 11:25 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-05-10 at 11:27 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone If you really understood chronic pain, and the relief opioids give/quality of life, then you would understand.
Yeah sure. Only you have have chronic pain andd would understand. Only you have suffered in life..No one else. Right no one understands but you. Lmao clueless one
It's tiring to try to explain this to people, such as yourself, that don't care to understand or listen.
Y....you haven't live at all Definitely not on the streets. But thanks for the laughs wannabe hobo -
2019-05-10 at 11:44 PM UTC
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2019-05-11 at 12:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by Dregs Yeah sure. Only you have have chronic pain andd would understand. Only you have suffered in life..No one else. Right no one understands but you. Lmao clueless one
Y….you haven't live at all Definitely not on the streets. But thanks for the laughs wannabe hobo
Dude, I KNOW I'm not the only one. There are a lot if wheel chair bound homeless who suffer a lot with chronic pain. It's sad. It's sad that we live in a world where they push well meaning people who just want pain relief, to having to turn to the black market for that. I literally tell the one I'm fairly tight with who sell to me that they're my doctor, and truthfully, they've done more to help me, without charging me than my doctor could legally do.
Think what you all wanna think. Obviously, if you're in between killing yourself because of the pain, or using dope, well... I'm going to choose dope. Maybe I should just die, but that's my choice and that's what keeps me going.
What does it matter to you what I ingest in my body? I'm not sitting here judging you, you deal with your pain differently, and/or have a different level of pain, and cope better than I do. Whatever. Harm no none, and be happy. That's how I feel, so fuck off. You're the one passing judgements, not me. -
2019-05-11 at 12:28 AM UTCOk, I stand corrected on my assumption that you were still on ungodly amounts of hm. Yeah, oxy 15 probably isn't enough for you, and Dr. shopping is a nightmare. I'm able to empathize a lot more knowing that.
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2019-05-11 at 12:35 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone Dude, I KNOW I'm not the only one. There are a lot if wheel chair bound homeless who suffer a lot with chronic pain. It's sad. It's sad that we live in a world where they push well meaning people who just want pain relief, to having to turn to the black market for that. I literally tell the one I'm fairly tight with who sell to me that they're my doctor, and truthfully, they've done more to help me, without charging me than my doctor could legally do.
Think what you all wanna think. Obviously, if you're in between killing yourself because of the pain, or using dope, well… I'm going to choose dope. Maybe I should just die, but that's my choice and that's what keeps me going.
What does it matter to you what I ingest in my body? I'm not sitting here judging you, you deal with your pain differently, and/or have a different level of pain, and cope better than I do. Whatever. Harm no none, and be happy. That's how I feel, so fuck off. You're the one passing judgements, not me.
I want you bade. No passing judements. Lets figure this all out as a couple. Why you so defensive? hmmm I want UD ro be reak abd everlasting. Only YOU seem to feel differnetly. Why baby? you are mine baby...even if youwant another nigga. 1000% commitment don't give up on us -
2019-05-11 at 12:40 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone Dude, I KNOW I'm not the only one. There are a lot if wheel chair bound homeless who suffer a lot with chronic pain. It's sad. It's sad that we live in a world where they push well meaning people who just want pain relief, to having to turn to the black market for that. I literally tell the one I'm fairly tight with who sell to me that they're my doctor, and truthfully, they've done more to help me, without charging me than my doctor could legally do.
Think what you all wanna think. Obviously, if you're in between killing yourself because of the pain, or using dope, well… I'm going to choose dope. Maybe I should just die, but that's my choice and that's what keeps me going.
What does it matter to you what I ingest in my body? I'm not sitting here judging you, you deal with your pain differently, and/or have a different level of pain, and cope better than I do. Whatever. Harm no none, and be happy. That's how I feel, so fuck off. You're the one passing judgements, not me.
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2019-05-11 at 2:32 AM UTC
Originally posted by Dregs Yeah sure. Only you have have chronic pain andd would understand. Only you have suffered in life..No one else. Right no one understands but you. Lmao clueless one
Y….you haven't live at all Definitely not on the streets. But thanks for the laughs wannabe hobo
When did she ever suggest that only she suffered and nobody else could understand? I've never heard her say anything of the sort you fucking moron.
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2019-05-11 at 1:42 PM UTC
Originally posted by Narc When did she ever suggest that only she suffered and nobody else could understand? I've never heard her say anything of the sort you fucking moron.
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Thanks, Narc. You're one of the few people who actually hear me out, and don't go spewing shit they imagine they thought I said, or assume. -
2019-05-11 at 2:36 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone I've been thinking of going back to Florida, but California has also crossed my mind.
I wanna get out of the north before winter comes again. My fucked up bones can't take it anymore.
What do you all think I should go? I don't think I'd have too much trouble finding dope in CA, and well, if I went to Miami, not an issue there, however, price might be a factor to consider.
if you came thru austin i'd hang and let you stay in my other room, my cats room if you're cool with that. I haven't done any dope since july but I live by the university and its the closest spot to score where you don't have to deal with cholos.
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2019-05-11 at 2:36 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone I've been thinking of going back to Florida, but California has also crossed my mind.
I wanna get out of the north before winter comes again. My fucked up bones can't take it anymore.
What do you all think I should go? I don't think I'd have too much trouble finding dope in CA, and well, if I went to Miami, not an issue there, however, price might be a factor to consider.
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2019-05-11 at 2:38 PM UTC
