2019-05-08 at 3:02 AM UTC
Its done . No longer works in terms of sex drive. I could've literally fucked a girl on a pool table earlier but I couldnt get fully erect. I was like 80% erect. And I wanted to. Bit I also didnt.
Fuck my life am i right ? Imagine caring and then not caring at the same time.
Like if i was a teenager boy i have my dreams come true in front of me but now I'm 35 and I cant even get a full boner to fuck. It's sad. Send me your thoughts and prayers.
2019-05-08 at 3:06 AM UTC
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2019-05-08 at 3:08 AM UTC
Like if I wanted to fuck you eight now mal, and we were together, I wouldnt be able to. It is sad. But on the glass half full side I couldn't rape you either.
And yeah yeah I know. I KNOW.
2019-05-08 at 3:18 AM UTC
You may have low testosterone. It starts decreasing in men at 30, I believe.
Malice wrote about it years ago. It happens to a lot of men. Hell, especially to men who've been on opioids for years and years. I seen a marked difference with my piece of shit ex of 11 years when he took the testosterone I had ordered from an online pharmacy malice had recommended. The only problem was is that he went overboard and began taking a shit ton of it ,and not cycling it properly, then he became and even bigger piece of shit asshole nigger, and being way more aggressive, and rapey. He was always rapey, and hell, raped me for at least 8 years in my sleep, but it got a lot worse then.
It could help IF DONE correctly. Just a thought... one are dear old friend Malice would approve of.
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2019-05-08 at 3:18 AM UTC
Good. I hope all the cum builds up inside ur balls til they eventually explode & u die a slow, excruciating death, queer.
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2019-05-08 at 3:25 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone
You may have low testosterone. It starts decreasing in men at 30, I believe.
Malice wrote about it years ago. It happens to a lot of men. Hell, especially to men who've been on opioids for years and years. I seen a marked difference with my piece of shit ex of 11 years when he took the testosterone I had ordered from an online pharmacy malice had recommended. The only problem was is that he went overboard and began taking a shit ton of it ,and not cycling it properly, then he became and even bigger piece of shit asshole nigger, and being way more aggressive, and rapey. He was always rapey, and hell, raped me for at least 8 years in my sleep, but it got a lot worse then.
It could help IF DONE correctly. Just a thought… one are dear old friend Malice would approve of.
I mean in general om fine with it. Like, I dont care about fuxking . Obviously in the right circumstance I do, but mostly, I dont.
And that's not me
That's not the real me.
But maybe it is now.
Like ove said before when I DO fuck , after I cum, I instantly dont care about sex anymore. Like HATE it.
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2019-05-08 at 3:26 AM UTC
i haven't had sober sex yet and it bothers the hell out of me
2019-05-08 at 3:26 AM UTC
trying to get a boner on xanax was damn near impossible, even with viagra/levitra
2019-05-08 at 3:27 AM UTC
Last time I had sober sex it was under fucking heavy quilts and I came in like 60 seconds.
Please don't ever imagine having sex with me. Xan you imagine?
2019-05-08 at 3:27 AM UTC
I just wiped my nose and my finger still smells like pussy. That's all I can do is row the boy in the canoe.
2019-05-08 at 3:28 AM UTC
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2019-05-08 at 3:29 AM UTC
i dont know if ill still have that problem now or not... Probably not, but w/e
2019-05-08 at 3:31 AM UTC
When i was on heroin and this adorable lil 18 year old i was hangin with wanted to sex i just ignored her cuz i was on xanax heroin every day, so its pointless. I DID however manage to pop a rocket wen we were in an old ladys room at night because she was touching me in some sensitive area, so idm maybe i could have.
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2019-05-08 at 3:35 AM UTC
It's like I'm mad at myself but also I dont care. A weird cognitive dissonance of sex ?
2019-05-08 at 3:38 AM UTC
Its one of the under the table sheckles you gotta pay to be an alco. It costs more than just money
