2019-05-05 at 5:05 PM UTC
Last day before I went near dead was April 23rd. Went from 6mg Ativan a day for like six months to zero, went from sleeping three days to confused to unable to feel my body to catatonic to hospital to rhabdo diagnosis... I was in the ER for maybe a minute or two before triage sorted me to icu for being fully paralyzed and unable to talk, I remember extremely high CPk levels and second rhabdo diagnosis in life.l or third idk.. I’ve spent days with memory loss but the catatonia deaf blind thought loops days ago were fuuuckdd.
I’m on a Valium taper rn I might post more when my hands start to get more dexterity
2019-05-05 at 5:09 PM UTC
that's because you cold turkey off of 6mg ativan like a jackass. At least they're doing a valium taper now, which is really the best thing they can do for you right now. very best regards
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2019-05-05 at 5:10 PM UTC
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2019-05-05 at 6:14 PM UTC
how tha fuck do you even get rhabdo
2019-05-05 at 6:27 PM UTC
Ive been suspecting that all the heroin may have caused rhabdo in me. My pee has been foamy for a long time. Joints and legs swell up a lot. Low energy, etc. Apparently its pretty common in long time heroin addicts.
2019-05-05 at 6:38 PM UTC
Yeah one of my co-workers just spontaneously got it a couple years ago after drinking a bunch one weekend. Dude was in good shape too.
It fucked him up so bad he came to work and everyone was scared of him. He was babbling about how God spoke to him in the water and we were all going to hell if we didnt come to him. Hes go off on random tangents, and then get really quiet and not respond to us or any customers for an hour at a time, then burst out cackling from some joke in his head. Then later hed just be sitting, crying. Eventually I had to call his emergency contact and have his mom come get her 24 year old son. She took him to UCLA a couple days later, and they made the diagnosis. Apparently he came pretty close to having permanent brain damage bc when his kidneys started shutting down, his brain wasnt getting enough oxygen. They said if hed waited 2 or 3 more days he wouldve been dead.
2019-05-05 at 6:41 PM UTC
I got rhabdo from overexerting my fat fuck self on phenelzine
2019-05-05 at 7:52 PM UTC
Damn, better get myself hecked out for rhabdo
