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Stopping my.put of control drinking (day -2)
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2019-05-01 at 2:43 AM UTC
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2019-05-01 at 2:46 AM UTCIts been about 6 days since my last drink of whisky. Thats the longest I have gone without in almost 2 yrs. Kinda bipolarish these days
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2019-05-01 at 2:50 AM UTC
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2019-05-01 at 6:21 AM UTC
Originally posted by Technologist Wonder where Gad is? Hope he’s not black out drunk getting into trouble. I can just see him getting totally fucked up today since he’s quitting tomorrow🤞
The date of this post shows up as 05-01 for me.
I haven't drunk lately, just been too busy and can't afford to lose a day with a hangover. -
2019-05-01 at 7:29 AM UTC
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2019-05-01 at 1:50 PM UTC
Originally posted by Zanick I wouldn’t say my drinking is out of control, but a bottle of wine a night isn’t ideal when I’m supposed to be on a cut and it’s not a good habit anyway. Stopping drinking might be the sort of commitment I only make when I’m halfway through that bottle, but at least right now I’m savoring the intent of stopping. However, I can’t guarantee you’ll see me in here again. Good luck!
a bottle of wine every night is a pretty solid amount of alcohol -
2019-05-01 at 1:52 PM UTCYeah, a bottle of wine is half a drink shy from binge drinking every night.
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2019-05-01 at 2:06 PM UTCOP is smoking crack and drinking 40s in his living room with random whores and dealers scattered about, still thinking it's yesterday like ONE MORE HIT
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2019-05-01 at 2:15 PM UTCday 19 no Crouton, day 7 no etiz. etiz wasn't so hard because i tapered, just bored as shit. Crouton PAWS is murking me lately although the physical withdrawal and cravings are gone. my enjoyment in things is increasing by the day though.
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2019-05-01 at 3:29 PM UTC
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III day 19 no Crouton, day 7 no etiz. etiz wasn't so hard because i tapered, just bored as shit. Crouton PAWS is murking me lately although the physical withdrawal and cravings are gone. my enjoyment in things is increasing by the day though.
yeah dude, I got off of Crouton a few weeks ago right after buying a whole kilo that I'm gonna send to sp when he runs out. I had some stomach and butt stuff at the beginning and that annoying kind of uneasy feeling in my neck and shoulders, but I had that when I was on it as well.
I switched to tramadol, which I take everyday now, so it was really a cinch to get off of for the most part. Tramadol feels a lot better to me because it doesn't give me as much brain fog, urge to redose all the time, and that uncomfortable/uneasy feeling in my upper back muscles.
Good job bro, my dick's off to you. My advice, unsurprisingly, is to stay away from le beznoz. They are the worst thing in the world to be dependent on. I've been talking to Shamby almost every day since he got out, but not for like the past week because he's going through ativan withdrawal. -
2019-05-01 at 3:50 PM UTC
Originally posted by DietYellow yeah dude, I got off of Crouton a few weeks ago right after buying a whole kilo that I'm gonna send to sp when he runs out. I had some stomach and butt stuff at the beginning and that annoying kind of uneasy feeling in my neck and shoulders, but I had that when I was on it as well.
I switched to tramadol, which I take everyday now, so it was really a cinch to get off of for the most part. Tramadol feels a lot better to me because it doesn't give me as much brain fog, urge to redose all the time, and that uncomfortable/uneasy feeling in my upper back muscles.
Good job bro, my dick's off to you. My advice, unsurprisingly, is to stay away from le beznoz. They are the worst thing in the world to be dependent on. I've been talking to Shamby almost every day since he got out, but not for like the past week because he's going through ativan withdrawal.
nice. i feel pretty lucky to not have had to deal with too much etiz withdrawal because Crouton withdrawal was probably the worst thing i've ever been through. idk if it was just because i took it for so long and all the time, but that shit was worse than withdrawing off 3 months straight of poppy tea. i guess i had one withdrawal off oxy when i was younger that was probably worse because i was vomiting the whole time but even then it only lasted a few days.
Crouton was less intense compared to that for the first stage, but it doens't really matter because either way you just lay there and suffer. except Crouton lasts longer and the depression that comes with it is intense and makes the world look really fucked up -
2019-05-01 at 3:50 PM UTC#SoberSquad
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2019-05-01 at 3:54 PM UTC
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2019-05-01 at 3:57 PM UTCi asked schp yesterday whether he considers me sober or not since i take tramadol off the record, and he said basically yes because I'm taking it as a prescription from myself, not abusing it, taking 400mg a day every day for legitimate reasons.
The only other thing I do at the moment is take T-PAIN like once every fortnite and a half, but i dont really like T-PAIN to be honest, and I dont know if im gonna bother getting any more when i run out. -
2019-05-01 at 4:22 PM UTCIm very concerned about our friend gadz. Where could he be?
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2019-05-01 at 4:23 PM UTCMy guess would be in a drunken stupor on the floor of his apt while his various guests rob him.
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2019-05-01 at 4:24 PM UTC
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2019-05-01 at 4:28 PM UTC
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2019-05-01 at 4:40 PM UTCGood luck guys
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2019-05-01 at 4:59 PM UTCI like tramadol, messes with my lungs more than regular morphine/opium though. Somewhat less euphoric too