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2019-04-11 at 8:04 PM UTCI take 11 rx pills a day at least, but 9 are the same one.
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2019-04-12 at 5:31 AM UTCThe thing is, I get to sleep EVENTUALLY, but I have to pay the troll toll first. Which is hallucinations I guess.
Actually, idk if it is the serraquel or not, I hallucinated a lot organically before I ever took it. -
2019-04-12 at 5:53 AM UTCWell that's not acceptable. Now that I don't have a headache, I'll explain a bit more about my run of the mill.
I had been prescribed hyocyamine and it put me in a big crying spell. We have these stairs with metal spindles, and I took one look outside the room to see them twisting and contorting. Just..de-constructive side effects that decided vision.
I told this doc about the experience and he basically ignored, ignorized to the whims of my parents perception..
Fast forward sum years and I'm in my basement with my friend and he comes behind these boxes at the far end of the room and it looked like a row of mobsters had risen out of the shadow in the basement and started walking towards me. I jumped up outtakes my computer seat like da fuck.
And then, they put me on lithium and some other mood stabilizer...
Shit was fucking me up. I couldn't hold conversations. I have a letter from my friend with a distressed message basically saying that we could no longer hold conversations and that I needed to show the message to my prescribing doctor.
And for example, this is how out of spiral some of these guys get:
While I was at the hospital, this man started to repeat, "I don't want to be a nova star". He was talking about lithium, and this was before I was prescribed it.
Haha he wanted to break out, he grabbed a pile of his clothes, looked me in the eyes, and asked if I was leaving with him. He proceeds to wait by the mechanized door, where in which he waits...and these staff, like one lady and three guys come in the door and he tries to force himself past all four of them.
Nigga was like a Graveler. -
2019-04-12 at 6:52 AM UTCBump please do respond
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2019-04-12 at 6:15 PM UTC
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2019-04-12 at 9:17 PM UTC
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2019-04-13 at 3:32 AM UTC
Originally posted by mashlehash Well that's not acceptable. Now that I don't have a headache, I'll explain a bit more about my run of the mill.
I had been prescribed hyocyamine and it put me in a big crying spell. We have these stairs with metal spindles, and I took one look outside the room to see them twisting and contorting. Just..de-constructive side effects that decided vision.
I told this doc about the experience and he basically ignored, ignorized to the whims of my parents perception..
Fast forward sum years and I'm in my basement with my friend and he comes behind these boxes at the far end of the room and it looked like a row of mobsters had risen out of the shadow in the basement and started walking towards me. I jumped up outtakes my computer seat like da fuck.
And then, they put me on lithium and some other mood stabilizer…
Shit was fucking me up. I couldn't hold conversations. I have a letter from my friend with a distressed message basically saying that we could no longer hold conversations and that I needed to show the message to my prescribing doctor.
And for example, this is how out of spiral some of these guys get:
While I was at the hospital, this man started to repeat, "I don't want to be a nova star". He was talking about lithium, and this was before I was prescribed it.
Haha he wanted to break out, he grabbed a pile of his clothes, looked me in the eyes, and asked if I was leaving with him. He proceeds to wait by the mechanized door, where in which he waits…and these staff, like one lady and three guys come in the door and he tries to force himself past all four of them.
Nigga was like a Graveler.
Yeah, I went on Zoloft at age 11-13 against my will at the urging of my parents for anxiety which my mother claimed her and my teachers had noticed since kindergarten. I didn't know what it was and didn't really believe them. I was fascinated by mental health and psychiatric medications from a young age because I knew my mom had depression and took Cymbata for it.
Then I took 2 Vicodin I found in my sister's nightstand leftover from her wisdom teeth extraction and that was very arguably the best I have ever felt. Very arguably, probably not anymore. Then I urged my mom to take me to a psych at like 16 in order to hopefully get some benzos and it didn't work with the first Nurse Practitioner I saw, who was worthless and got fired later. She gave a script for 10 .25 xanax and said I would never get any more from her because I was a young male.
Then my mom said I could go to her Christian psychiatrist who a was a straight up fucking drug dealer, like 60 years old. He almost immediately gave me as much xanax as I wanted, quickly went up to 8mg/day, and gave me 40mg IR Adderall because I said I had trouble concentrating. He gave my mom Adderall too, and got mad when she said she didn't feel anything from 40mg IR. He now knows about my abuse unfortunately, which is probably a blunder on his very recent retiring from medicine. -
2019-04-14 at 3:18 AM UTCgoing to snort serowuil i think in about 1 minute.
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2019-04-14 at 3:23 AM UTCsnorted seroqwel
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2019-04-14 at 3:27 AM UTCAnti Psychotics keep you from reaching the truth. You must suffer to find the real answers.
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2019-04-14 at 3:34 AM UTCthe truth comes in waves. It comes in like the tide, and then goes away like the tide again.
Sometimes it is time to search for poo clues with an organic mind, and other times it is time to utilize the tools necessary to discover the inorganic organic.
you dont understand, you arent like me and mashlehash. Not on this front anyway. -
2019-04-14 at 3:39 AM UTCYou're just making excuses because you like the comfort of being sedated and having a normal sleep schedule.
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2019-04-14 at 6:21 AM UTCStop abusing SSRI .. at CVS, this fucking pharmacist gave me shit for my Ads med.. saying the DEA was in the store telling them they sold to much adderall that month. Which was just a bullshit lie. he has the obligation to try not to sell it to people he feels is unsteady. I have big eyes because of graves disease which is something to do with my thyroid.. freaks people out. it's just me. I have to soften my eyes at times. but he made me angry, I called him a cunt and he said "You're an addict" and I went to tell my doctor who didn't want to deal with it.. he told me to go to a local small pharmacy in town.
Anyways.. cool story right? Fuck you guys for abusing shit like SSRI and Adderall and Norco to the point they won't give the out anymore.
go smoke your legal pot instead. faggots -
2019-04-14 at 7:15 AM UTChaha what, how is it even possible to abuse SSRIs
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2019-04-14 at 2:10 PM UTC
Originally posted by Krow Stop abusing SSRI .. at CVS, this fucking pharmacist gave me shit for my Ads med.. saying the DEA was in the store telling them they sold to much adderall that month. Which was just a bullshit lie. he has the obligation to try not to sell it to people he feels is unsteady. I have big eyes because of graves disease which is something to do with my thyroid.. freaks people out. it's just me. I have to soften my eyes at times. but he made me angry, I called him a cunt and he said "You're an addict" and I went to tell my doctor who didn't want to deal with it.. he told me to go to a local small pharmacy in town.
Anyways.. cool story right? Fuck you guys for abusing shit like SSRI and Adderall and Norco to the point they won't give the out anymore.
go smoke your legal pot instead. faggots
1. I dont abuse SSRIs nor take any.
2. Your almost old taking adderall wtf, i doubt it you dont abuse it at times nor need it probably
3. I dont abuse vicodin havent since high school/ dental work
4. Pot is retarded -
2019-04-15 at 2:27 AM UTC
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2019-04-15 at 4:09 AM UTCI sublinguald it tonight now im zz top
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2019-04-15 at 4:33 PM UTCSublingual seroquil is great. It's the perfect balance between oral and insufflated and my nose isnt pill boogery and irritated all day like yesterday. I slept like a baby and dont feel hungover
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2019-04-15 at 5:29 PM UTCTake them all and find out.
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2019-04-17 at 5:05 AM UTCIt's really bad tonight. Maybe the worst its been. I sublinguald my reg dose, isnt working well cause i drank half a pot coffee before bed, so took another 25 right after i lay down, hasnt kicked in yet.
Forced to stimilate myself and take lots benadryl till i feel more tired
