2016-11-22 at 5:03 AM UTC
It's my past-self's fault. But I'm not mad at him, and I don't blame him that much. He couldn't have imagined or predicted that it have came to this. Also it's not even ENTIRELY his fault, only PARTLY. Alot of it is he was just unlucky. I'm actually not a disgrace :-)
^ Thats What I say to feel better.
2016-11-22 at 5:06 AM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
^well at least you're taking partial self-responsibility ...
I guess you should do things different now.
I'm going through the same thing now, so I understand.
2016-11-22 at 5:10 AM UTC
Well, yeah I did what I did I admit but the shit I did was so long ago, and i've changed so much that it's like me right now hardly has anything to do with it.
I knocked over one domino, and a hundred more that I didn't touch fell over too, and that chain reacting is still continuing to right now.
2016-11-22 at 6:23 AM UTC
It wasn't me who neglected my daughter, it was my past self and nothing is my fault let's continue fucking up.
Actor's next week future self well be his past self of this week.
2016-11-22 at 2:12 PM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
If I sit down to pee one more time I'm gonna explode! I thought I was about to go number two, but then I just peed like a little baby 'cause it weren't happening. Now here I am, sniffing dill pickles while my pants are still around my ankles and closing the porcelain door for good this time!
2016-11-22 at 3:12 PM UTC
I hear ya m8. You get in a rut and it gets harder and harder to get out of, despite your best intentions. Millions of people who have killed themselves can attest to this. All the advice in the world means jack shit if your mental capabilities don't allow you to feel joy, motivation, passion, etc. It's like being underneath a slowly sinking ship and trying as a little single human to tug it upward, hold it afloat. It becomes more exhausting as the time goes on and the effort seems more and more futile.
Sometimes, I feel too lethargic to even click on a new tab to listen to music, or refill the water container in my fridge which would take me 30 seconds. I procrastinate and make excuses. Everything seems like a major task. I've been on the opposite end of this before and I can only hope to get there again, and I hope the same for you actor as it's always been apparent you are a good dude with a curious mind and a quaint sense of humor. You are, unlike many... genuine, and that is one of my favorite qualities. Not self-righteous, not condescending.
We need happy pills.
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