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2016-11-21 at 5:44 PM UTCBasically sploo, if I've said nothing to you I've said this
I harass you because I recognize you're a smart kid and I see that trait in myself when I was younger than you and didn't really apply my intelligence correctly which could ultimately happen to you. You don't have any decent male role models in your life and although you've got likely got certain "white privileges" I didn't have which would make it kinda tragic if you fucked up and became a full time faggot. Basically you have a higher initial starting point and you could fuck up pretty bad. Basically I dropped out in grade 11 too and elected for the easily alluring but ultimately hollow profession of DRUGS /\/ F@$T C@$H due to objectively tragic sociologicalnotarealscience factors and somewhat impulsive decision making. Basically, I did apply myself to aspects of that profession and had some good and bad times, fucked quite a few half decent womenz, had some decent cars and prison made for some cool stories/learned a lot about psychology, dealing with people etc. and who wants to go to fucking america anyway etc. livin la vida loca etc. my selfishness justifies itself etc. but ultimately poor decision making prolonged my time but I was able to reapply my intellect academically and just life in general and things are going pretty good after I was ultimately bestowed with the opportunity to distance myself from that. I also learned quite a bit about psychology, how to essentially get money from nothing to a with varying possibilities boundaries, lyfe skills that are envious to highly motivated people but no specialized certifiable skillz. It's hard to explain but basically you've gotta make the decision as to whether or not you want to be crawling like a baby through life when you shouldn't be, especially with the tangible things you've been fortunate enough to been given.
Basically/Objectively your logic puzzles need some work
Things are going pretty well for me as I was able to rebound on applied intellect after some mishaps but previously the problem was not applying myself and I see the same impulsive decision making in you but when you add the bitch paradigm (not to say it outweighs any sociological factors) it gives it a whole new pathetic edge as you'll be fucked up 4 lyfe and although I chose a sporadic but ultimately 7/10 path I fear the fate of someone who couldn't handle something like a lil 2 year prison sentence which life will ultimately throw you (be advised any parallel trajectories you are drawing, hopefully none, would have production possibilities diminishing returns to scale and a definitely at least one fixed variable but they're never ultimately on a secant) and you're gonna turn into a complete fucking loser if you don't learn to apply your intelligence constructively instead of destructively and don't be a faggot (small bundle of sticks: wikipedia). You've been actively studying for the IQ test your entire life so it'd be fucking tragic to get a score within a few standard deviations of the mean.
You're lucky you're only 17 and live in an age where you have the opportunity to get told this by grown men in other countries who could choke your father to death on their birthday and think nothing of it because they were bestowed with the "red privilege" of not being a bitch. You really are capable of a lot (this is something that despite environmental/sociological factors I did ultimately hear quite a bit of as a yoof) so if you don't actually do something with it you will literally be a pill popper, the problem is your self awareness is so transparent you have no centrifugal force and given all the exogenous influenced growth possibilities, a lack of endogenous ones will ultimately fuck you over like lyfe is designed to do to those who can't do logic puzzles laterally/quadratically.
I know it might seem I'm being kind of insulting with all this but please forgive me, the spiritual grounding in my life is living in the worldwide headquarters of a buddhist movement ran by an alcoholic womanizer who died leaving a son who would become the first person to bring Ebola to the states this year and a spiritual movement he left to a literal rapist with AIDS. This is all backed by academically accredited sources. Imagine if this wasn't true. Imagine if someones moral compass told them it's an altruistic act of atonement to enact bad ideas. Holy shit are you ever 17
Basically/objectively/ultimately I've been in a court imposed prison for a few years because of poor but ultimately understanding and worthwhile decisions. I'm sitting here literally eating steak while high at 230am and the futures market is tracking a leave of wikipedia university with 100K in capital and a mixed race kid for 2016 when it ultimately could have been for 2009. Your self imposed prison is fucking minimum security you fucking idiot. You don't even know the first fucking thing about fractals/IQs/whonix/hydrocarbons/anything because nothing you know is empirical. I grew up like a manipulative nigger and you're almost done growing up with autism and no social skills.
The n'th derivative of all this meth is what I've been telling you but you don't even know exogenous growth yet so your IQ remained in and around the mean of 68, sorry can't help it.
I don't care if you post this in a thread, show it to a guy with weird hair or respond to this, but I don't expect you to either, it's just something I knew would bug me if I didn't beat you over the head with it before I go because after spending so much time with this faggot affiliated franchise I should go out on something socially responsible
Tl Dr: Man up 17 year old, you're not "done yet" and that's a blessing because having your exponential growth possibilities boundaries 3 standard deviations above the mean with unknown returns to scale is a trait I recognize in myself, as is impulsive and compulsive behaviour. You're smart at certain things and dumb at others and your complete lack of self awareness will cause problems recognizing the distinction between them and I think you should know this.
Done typing, it's 3am and I don't have a reason to post anymore
You'll be alright someday, email me if you want to learn how to find the molecular concentration ratios of a west africans cocoa butter/afrosheen/bubble yum ass alloy, the optimum density of a skin shank or how to fit a package of non fake (real) weed + dilaudids with density of 1.2g/cm^3 into an asshole stretched by a pill popping nigger creatively called "Tyrone" without using Pi. Also, be grateful you weren't born in this random but PI infested Canadian province although you might be in the top pencentileages of Math scores
http://thechronicleherald.ca/.../1241914-lives-of-nova...
I'll beat your manlet father to death with my wheelchair then hold you for five whole week days while you draw logic pussies in my matted chest hair holy fuck meth is literally the gayest drug in the history of everything
bye
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2016-11-21 at 5:44 PM UTC*incoherent cringing*
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2016-11-21 at 5:49 PM UTCHoly fuck you saved that
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2016-11-21 at 5:49 PM UTCRemove pic please
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2016-11-21 at 5:51 PM UTCYour progress since has been slow and sporadic I don't have all the information but seems pretty abyssmal
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2016-11-21 at 5:52 PM UTC
Originally posted by yum Remove pic please
what if i said
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2016-11-21 at 5:57 PM UTCTake another picture for you to put up instead
So what have you been doing with your life over the last few years? Anything remotely unmediocre? -
2016-11-21 at 6:01 PM UTCThat was a good post after reading it. Why are you posting it like a weirdo?
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2016-11-21 at 6:06 PM UTCBump
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2016-11-21 at 6:07 PM UTCI'm in school with panic attacks everyday but I'm not a druggo anymore. My life is boring as hell besides dating 13y.o. and the occasional psychotic break and is unmanageable without whole medicine cabinet at once and hoping things will either get better and won't be >tfw no gf for eternities. But then again women are the world's primary source of psychotic break. Idk, life is lame and I'm hoping one day in 10 years I will have 1 functioning dopamine receptor and be able to feel something that isn't triangles. The highs of my life are expressed as seeing the maniac in my eyes and telling girls from 8th grade that I want them to act like a baby girl. The lows include absolute misery and dadfights. Years of bundy abuse has caused me to spend a whole existence as a shell of human who is aroused by empty bags of chips that have been stuck under the sofa accumulating dust and does nothing except play runescape and watch adult swim. You a heroin attic so that's probably worse.
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2016-11-21 at 6:13 PM UTCWhat does it mean when this was the best moment of your entire life?
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2016-11-21 at 7:01 PM UTCWhat are you in school for? Glad to hear you're not a druggo, didn't suit you tbh. You're dating a 13yo? You must be the envy of half this site. That's kind of depressing I'm sorry to hear you're still stuck in limbo. I'm not a heroin addict but could see that happening if my life turned to absolute shit. Why doesn't your school afford you interaction? I figure you'd meet some like minded womenz somewhere around the general vicinity and be less isolated. Have you alienated the entire school already? What are you going to do? How do you get money?
I would appreciate it if you'd take the pic down and remove the link at the bottom. I really don't need that. Dunno why you'd do that. It's funny that you saved this across the 65 post zoklet incarnations and thousands of pieces of your parents computer equipment that you broke. It clearly had so,e sort of impact on you although in hindsight it reads pretty autistically -
2016-11-21 at 7:15 PM UTCI'll remove the pic/link if you make a thread about being a crossdresser or repost/rewrite the thread Obbe inspired you to make about pyramid reptile aliens and the j00z so I can see how many seroquels you took in your entire life. You're still thinking in whonixes. I think this is a fair trade for agreeing to edit a post for someone. Without something on my part it would be like emasculating my dad but on nigspace. How can you do heroin without getting addicted? I don't get opiates they're kind of boring. I was then she broke up with me and I spent 2 years making her life HELL and telling a 10th grade autistic girl with an extensive record of minecraft all the different ways that she's going to die. I'm in school for not being a nigger and doing something for $$$ besides selling string on subway stations. My school doesn't afford me interaction because I listened to some girls talking with guys about what their favorite foods are like absolute cucks. The girl with big boob asked me what my favorite fruit is and my answer was "I don't know" followed by 15 seconds of silence. I also have a proclivity towards calling people faggots.
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2016-11-21 at 7:17 PM UTC
Originally posted by yum It's funny that you saved this across the 65 post zoklet incarnations and thousands of pieces of your parents computer equipment that you broke. It clearly had so,e sort of impact on you although in hindsight it reads pretty autistically
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2016-11-21 at 8:35 PM UTC
Originally posted by the holy ghost I'll remove the pic/link if you make a thread about being a crossdresser or repost/rewrite the thread Obbe inspired you to make about pyramid reptile aliens and the j00z so I can see how many seroquels you took in your entire life. You're still thinking in whonixes. I think this is a fair trade for agreeing to edit a post for someone. Without something on my part it would be like emasculating my dad but on nigspace. How can you do heroin without getting addicted? I don't get opiates they're kind of boring. I was then she broke up with me and I spent 2 years making her life HELL and telling a 10th grade autistic girl with an extensive record of minecraft all the different ways that she's going to die. I'm in school for not being a nigger and doing something for $$$ besides selling string on subway stations. My school doesn't afford me interaction because I listened to some girls talking with guys about what their favorite foods are like absolute cucks. The girl with big boob asked me what my favorite fruit is and my answer was "I don't know" followed by 15 seconds of silence. I also have a proclivity towards calling people faggots.
Just use the wayback machine if you want to find it, (you probably have it saved) I just don't like correlation matrices that can be seen as regressive (LMAO :)()()()()()()()()()()()). I haven't taken that many seroquels although I was recently prescribed something called doxepin which I refused to take. Yeah, I've only sniffed H a few times and I'm ashamed enough to not be bout dat lyfestile. Why do you want to kill women? I suggest going to indie punk shows that will undoubtedly spring up in the wake of trumps presidency and meet girls who are "jaded" and cynical because they remember how great everything was in junior high. -
2016-11-21 at 8:49 PM UTCfixed 4 u
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2016-11-21 at 9:04 PM UTCswastikas pls
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2016-11-21 at 9:52 PM UTCso did you save any other PMs I sent you? Hopefully PI free.
Im gonna make a fake facebook account of a 13 year old autistic girl and then catfish you into killing your parents on the premise that we elope and move to Manitoba -
2016-11-21 at 10:01 PM UTCI don't think so. I remember reading it and feeling tingly down there in an uncomfortable way so I sent it to Mollessta and she freaked out. I searched in chat "matted chest hair" and found it instantly.
If you're going to be my autism hoe you've got to make this your profile picture after we break up to show me how crazy you are
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2016-11-22 at 1 AM UTCim callin the FBI