Friday, I was my po called me and told me if I give him a hundred dollars (better that than the 1500 I still owed and 2.5 more years to go) he will fax the papers to the judge and he did and I finnaly got off. I can barely believe it. I had a friend tell me that I did the right thing by doing the right things I had to do. It was hard. I feel like I've aged a lot, partially because of the alcoholism and meth use because I couldn't smoke the weed, and the constant worrying about going to jail.
I'm going to try and cut back my drinking, smoke a little weed and workout and try to recover the damage I've done to my mind and body, it really did take a toll on me.
I spent tons of money on something that was so stupid that should of never of happened in the first place.
Even a couple other people told me that this is the beginning of better things to come, and I hope their right. I'm 29, but I still feel like a young man and like I want to do a lot of things before I go.
^yeah drug test suck, I hate old guys looking at my dick trying to "trap" me. But I'm already off probation so i don't see how It could be a trap you dumb fuck. plus I'm not doing anything "wrong" anyways.
