Maybe I actually died, and now i'm stuck in a limbo where I can't advance

1. 2016-06-06 at 10:22 PM UTC

   #1
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   It's like how can this be? My life's so shitty now that my mind is rejecting this reality... Like i'm gonna wake up back in 2006 and this was all just a bad dream, because this IS a nightmare.
2. 2016-06-06 at 11:16 PM UTC

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   mmQ Lisa Turtle
   Maybe you should consider inpatient treatment. Get your mind right.
3. 2016-06-07 at 12:19 AM UTC

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   Sophie Pedophile Tech Support
   What are we if not slaves to this torment?
4. 2016-06-07 at 1:04 AM UTC

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   aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
   if you think that's depressing, think of how bad it is for the rest of us, just being figments of your degenerate imagination
5. 2016-06-07 at 1:28 AM UTC

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   Michael Myers victim of incest [divide your nonresilient tucker]
   I sometimes think to myself "What if I am just in a coma and all of this isn't real, and I wake up in a hospital with my family beside me?"
6. 2016-06-07 at 1:28 AM UTC

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   Michael Myers victim of incest [divide your nonresilient tucker]
   No I'm not autistic.
7. 2016-06-07 at 2:05 AM UTC

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   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   The world has just gone to shit in every aspect, that's the joy of life, to watch it all burn.
8. 2016-06-07 at 5:41 AM UTC

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   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   Actor, you and I have the same thoughts.
9. 2016-06-07 at 5:46 AM UTC

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   Lanny Bird of Courage
   I think I was 13 in 2006. Huh, that kinda cheered me up, sure as shit wouldn't want to do that again. Things aren't so bad.
10. 2016-06-07 at 5:56 AM UTC

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    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    2008 to 2011 are kind of a blur. I think I was dying around then.
11. 2016-06-07 at 7:19 AM UTC

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    mmQ Lisa Turtle
    You're all faggots. That's pretty obvious no matter what year you 'started' and what year it currently is.
12. 2016-06-07 at 9:04 AM UTC

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    kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
    derpadew herp durp JeEEEEERT!!!!11
    
    
13. 2016-06-07 at 12:04 PM UTC

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    Michael Myers victim of incest [divide your nonresilient tucker]

    You're all faggots. That's pretty obvious no matter what year you 'started' and what year it currently is.

    
    
    Please, mQ, stop drinking.
14. 2016-06-07 at 1:18 PM UTC

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    Malice Naturally Camouflaged

    I think I was 13 in 2006. Huh, that kinda cheered me up, sure as shit wouldn't want to do that again. Things aren't so bad.

    
    I sure as hell would. If I could keep the knowledge I have now, a book written to myself, even a letter guiding me toward certain things, all of this could have been prevented.
    
    That's how I'd describe how life feels like to me and has for a very long time, it's what I imagine limbo would be like if it existed. If you went fro ma healthy reference point, which I never had, it would likely drive you insane or to suicide. It's continually pushing me in that direction.
15. 2016-06-07 at 1:22 PM UTC

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    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    What would be considered a good life for you, Malice? You can be as specific or as general as you want.
16. 2016-06-07 at 2:16 PM UTC

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    Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    I don't consider consider life to be a positive thing. If I had to be alive and make the most of it, it still amounts to nothing and I want nothing to do with it.
17. 2016-06-07 at 3:16 PM UTC

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    Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]
    Life has a variety of aspects which appear to be positive or negative, but IME one of the keys to being happy is the realization that life as a whole is not a positive or negative thing.
18. 2016-06-07 at 3:22 PM UTC

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    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Obbe's slightly improved.
19. 2016-06-07 at 4:27 PM UTC

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    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Life has a variety of aspects which appear to be positive or negative, but IME one of the keys to being happy is the realization that life as a whole is not a positive or negative thing.

    
    
    so why do you stay here then?
    
    
    also yea fuck zok
20. 2016-06-07 at 6:03 PM UTC

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    Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

    so why do you stay here then?
    
    
    also yea fuck zok

    
    I don't understand, does something about what I posted appear to suggest I shouldn't stay here? I don't think so.