2018-11-24 at 1:07 PM UTC
how the fuck am i supposed to do this? despite the pain of opiate withdrawal or stimulant depression, i can get through those because i know it will end. with benzos i feel like i'm going to yell at somebody and have a panic attack at the same time while the apocalypse is happening. and also with other drugs i know the pain is just in my head, but with benzos i really might have a seizure and die. i've been trying to taper very slowly but after 4 or 5 days i inevitably have a terrible day and lose my self control and end up fucking the whole taper up
2018-11-24 at 3:12 PM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
thank fuck I only had to deal with it for a few days
I found the worst to be that sensation that you're about to piss yourself, only when you run to the bathroom you realise you don't have to piss at all
2018-11-24 at 3:33 PM UTC
Oh well. As long as it's worth it.
