2018-11-23 at 3:40 PM UTC
If next year goes the same trajectory as the last five I'll just give up. I'm always alone and sad. It fucking sucks.
It's been over 4 months since I did anything with friends. I haven't really talked to anyone since then. I want to die.
I never thought I'd reach this point but it happened. It's my own fault, though. I regret so many things. Yea, yea, yea. Go fuck yourself.
2018-11-23 at 3:43 PM UTC
Risir,
Noticed you were back, but I haven’t been around to say hey!
OP
Do you have plans to make changes? Look forward not backward hun!
2018-11-23 at 3:46 PM UTC
Hey.
I have to change basically everything about my life. Like, seriously. Just don't know if I can do it.
2018-11-23 at 3:52 PM UTC
tee hee hee
Naturally Camouflaged
[slangily complete this slumberer]
You can right now go for a walk.
It will get out out of the house.
It will get you some sunshine.
It will be some exercise.
2018-11-23 at 3:53 PM UTC
I bet if you set small goals, a year is plenty of time.
I know when you’re down like this it’s hard to look far enough into the next hour, let alone setting goals; but you have to force yourself. You have to kick yourself in the ass enough times to decide you’re ready for a change. Going through down times like this can give you enough incentive to get you out of it. I’ve isolated myself before, but that just makes it worse, you don’t have people to give you another perspective. You have to force yourself to get out. I’m no psychologist, I just know how I’ve felt when I get depressed.
2018-11-23 at 3:57 PM UTC
Socializing with humans is lame.
2018-11-23 at 4:02 PM UTC
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2018-11-23 at 4:02 PM UTC
Risir maybe if u weren't such a bag of trash, u might feel better.
Sorry ur sad tho, & tomorrow might be better.
2018-11-23 at 4:39 PM UTC
Originally posted by Technologist
I bet if you set small goals, a year is plenty of time.
I know when you’re down like this it’s hard to look far enough into the next hour, let alone setting goals; but you have to force yourself. You have to kick yourself in the ass enough times to decide you’re ready for a change. Going through down times like this can give you enough incentive to get you out of it. I’ve isolated myself before, but that just makes it worse, you don’t have people to give you another perspective. You have to force yourself to get out. I’m no psychologist, I just know how I’ve felt when I get depressed.
Thanksfor the advice.
Here are my goals...
#1 - Rebuild my place so I can install my old equiptment in a spare room so I can grow weed again
#2 - NOT SELL ANY WEED TO ANYONE
#3 - Somehow get a social circle of Cannabis lovers that like me because I grow the dankest buds
#4 - Get a girl I can share my dank buds with
#5 - Being able to afford top notch steroids again
#6 - Build a home gym
#7 - Not wanting to kill myself
Yea, that's basically it. I don't want much from life. I just want to have a good time and some action. That's it.
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2018-11-23 at 4:41 PM UTC
I might start doing Brazilian Jui Jitsu and do yoga.
2018-11-23 at 4:46 PM UTC
I actually used to do Yoga before. It's pretty fucking cool. Also 18 years of Judo so BJJ will be an easy transition.
2018-11-23 at 4:47 PM UTC
Why don’t you write down these ideas running through your head!! Doesn’t mean you have to do all of them. If you write them down, pick your most important ones, then set goals for each project. You will take a lot of pride in your accomplishments and start to feel better about yourself. It really does work! I know, easier said than done.
You really will have to make a deliberate effort to do these things, then force yourself.
2018-11-23 at 4:47 PM UTC
cupocheer
Space Nigga
[unwillingly condescend the dp]
You said that 11 years ago...now you're telling the truth?
