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I'm not dead yet, unfortunately...
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2018-11-20 at 3:14 AM UTCBus is the great equalizer.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-11-20 at 3:20 AM UTC§m£ÂgØL what do you think about hydros hope? Is it false or do you think she can climb her way out of her situation and make a better life for herself?
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2018-11-20 at 3:28 AM UTCWhat do u care lol? Seriously.
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2018-11-20 at 3:31 AM UTC
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2018-11-20 at 4:40 AM UTCAfter leaving the hospital, my legs were killing me as I was walking. Walked for a while without seeing a bench or any where to sit, and finally came across this guy who was sitting on a low brick wall. I asked if he minded if I sat down there with him for a few minutes just to take a break and get off my feet. Hell, my knee gave out on me 5 times since I'd been walking too.
He welcomed me and we got talking. He is homeless, and staying at a shelter. He was waiting outside for a guy to bring him back dope. I'd explained what was going on, and why I left. He seen my legs, and how swollen they are, with puss draining and soaking through my white hospital pants I've got on. He said that when his dude got back that he'd fix me up, which he did. He gave me a pill of some of the best dope I've had, at least in the area, and it was just as good as the shit 1337 gave me before. While we were waiting, he was smoking Crack.
This dude literally was my guardian angel. After he gave me that bit of dope, he literally walked me a little under a mile to another emergency room, letting me hold his arm for balance, and he literally stopped traffic so I could cross and get there as fast as possible. He waited with me a while, bought me a soda and snack from the vending machine, and most likely missed the curfew of the shelter he was staying in just to do what he did for me, some complete stranger on the street.
He restored my faith in humanity, that there are good people out there. Just goes to show you that even some crackhead on the street can do something truly, amazingly good for their fellow human being who's in need. He said he'd come visit me too, tomorrow,knowing I'm over a hundred miles away from home, and anyone who even would visit me.
There are good people out there. I'm not dope sick because of a good Samaritan, and made it to another hospital, which I know if never have made it without his help.
I left the other hospital because firstly, they were under treating my pain. Secondly, after they'd stuck a needle in my knee yesterday, the asshole doctor left two 20ml syringes (no needles just the syringes still sealed in the packages) on the counter. The attending doctor came in while I was getting a bone scan and saw them, and assumed I was using drugs for some idiotic reason. (wtf would I do with a 20ml syringe- not to mention, it was still sealed, and there wasn't even a needle). The two student doctors who came to talk to me about it believed me, but they wanted me to do a UA- I did it just to show them, and so fucker knows he fucked up and was an ass, but I'm not going to stay somewhere where they're gonna treat me like shit, and punish me for something THEY did, they forgot their shit and left it there, and I thought I was doing the right thing by leaving it alone, where he left it. Fuck them. They can suck my cock.
I just hope I fucking die. I'm here strictly for pain meds. If they don't treat my pain properly, I'm out of here. -
2018-11-20 at 4:52 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-11-20 at 4:56 AM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ Hey 'dro I can't say much by way of advice but I'm probably not out of order I thinking that at this point it SEEMS evident that you are in fact, crying for help. No? What with the degree of pain and turmoil you seem to discuss in your past and current situation, and this supposed desire to die, one can only think that if you haven't yet bought the bus ticket it means you don't actually want to ride the bus and you have some dangling hope left. Is that accurate or?
I was nagged by others to come to the hospital in the first place, and only came due to the sheer level of pain I'm in. I do wish to die, I just don't want to be in pain.
I really can't understand, after the shit I've tried, why I'm still alive here now. I know others who have died from what I've done. I can't explain it. It's like a nightmare everytime I wake up still breathing. If I could find my maricaine, despite the amount of pain it'd cause, I'd IV that and just be done with it, and that's a damn sure fire way to go, even in a hospital with every measure they have to save lives.
One day I'm gonna go though. We can't live forever, just there's a lot of pain along the way, and that's what I'm trying to avoid. -
2018-11-20 at 5:05 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo I skipped to the bottom and just read this. I'm sure it's the best part of another whiney victimpost nobody asked for.
You missed out. It was actually a sweet kind of post about a random homeless dude with a heart of gold.
And hydro, glad you're alive. As always. Gotta stop scaring me like that. 🙃The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-11-20 at 5:12 AM UTC
Originally posted by HTS You missed out. It was actually a sweet kind of post about a random homeless dude with a heart of gold.
And hydro, glad you're alive. As always. Gotta stop scaring me like that. 🙃
I don't know why you'd leave that hospital either. Wasn't it literally John Hopkins and aren't you in America? -
2018-11-20 at 5:51 AM UTC
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2018-11-20 at 4:03 PM UTCFine, if you won't end your life I'll do it for you.
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2018-11-20 at 4:08 PM UTCYour kid is gonna be 4 next year and you're still getting dope hookups from crackheads and wandering the streets in a hospital gown.
Check yourself before you shrek yourself.
Or maybe just go ahead and shrek yourself.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-11-20 at 4:11 PM UTCSend nudesThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-11-20 at 4:12 PM UTC
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2018-11-20 at 4:13 PM UTCOh faggot!
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2018-11-20 at 5:19 PM UTC
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2018-11-20 at 5:53 PM UTCRazors and or rifles to the wrists or mouth rarely fail. So you ain't tryin hard enough nigga
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2018-11-21 at 1:38 PM UTCHydro is a dum bitchThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
