2016-07-04 at 5:16 AM UTC
And I'm pretty sure it's because of my drug use. My lucid dreams are ALWAYS starting out as out of body experiences... where I'm lying in bed paralyzed and then realize I can take my "spirit form" out of my body and walk around. I'm halfway between real life and dream world.
Last night, I was lying in bed and thought to myself, well I'm paralyzed... now to take it to the next level. Come on, brain, get me somwhere. And then the dream/out of body experience started as simply as if I was pressing play on a movie. So then I was in my room and thought to myself, okay... I've gotta fucking expand on this shit. I want inspiration for a new femdom story I'm writing. I couldn't conjure up a hot girl, but I COULD conjure up a penis... and I started sucking it. I sucked my first cock. And it felt wonderful.
Yes... homo? I don't know. It was only a dream penis. And I was getting off on the fact that I was being FORCED to suck it. Y'know, forced homosexuality being part of my femdom stories.
*Cough*
Aaaanywhooo...
I noticed myself slipping back into the real world (I could literally see reality/my beside table) transitioning into view. I was like, FUCK! No! Stay back in here! I wanna suck more cock! (no homo) but then POOF... I was completely awake.
The last time I had a lucid dream like this was a few days ago. I was purposely doing things like feeling the pebbles and gravel beneath my feet just to be like, goddamn it's so fucking real. I did a similar thing in last night's dream as well, but I can't remember any of the specifics unfortunately. :(
Lucid dreaming is awesome as fuck. I wish I could do it every night.
2016-07-04 at 5:24 AM UTC
What the fuck kind of drugs are you doing exactly?. The only time I've ever lucid dreamed is when I smoked meth right before going to sleep.
2016-07-04 at 5:40 AM UTC
That awkward moment when you wanna reply to a thread but don't know what to write... ( and your on a low dose of bundy because the dollar store finally had something that was bundy only and since it was only $1 you said what the hell even though you know it sucks but your just bored)
Not sure if the penis sucking part is satire or not, and i'll probably never know. Was it circumcised?
2016-07-04 at 6:04 AM UTC
If that's true that's hilarious.
2016-07-04 at 6:07 AM UTC
Hey, I can see where those fags are comin' from now!
In fact, I literally did see where they cum from.
2016-07-05 at 12:28 AM UTC
I've had a lot of lucid dreams lately too
I had my first lucid nightmare last night as a matter of fact
2016-07-05 at 2:14 AM UTC
Holy fuck I took 100mg quetiapine and turned into a pet rock, I fought the sleep for hours but eventually just gave up, shits worse than beedrill.
But when I was sleeping I was able to access all my memories and replay them and control myself, it felt like I was a time traveller. I went back to the crack shack when I had meth and got myself high, I did every Drug I've ever done and then I overshot the time travel and went back to before I did drugs.
I have found the secret to time travel. As long as I take [FONT=Roboto-Regular][SIZE=14px]quetiapine I can re live smoking meth infinite amount of times in my dreams[/SIZE][/FONT]
2016-07-05 at 3:13 AM UTC
I had yet another lucid dream last night, but I can't remember for the life of me what it was about. All I remember was I was lucid dreaming.
2016-07-05 at 3:41 AM UTC
One of the first things I noticed, even at low doses when I began, that T-PAIN does influence you to have very strong and vivid dreams. Sometimes they are good and sometimes they are bad, but whatever the case, they are intense and very real. I still from time to time have dreams, and they are much more vivid then they ever were prior to T-PAIN use. I've always had very emotional dreams on opiates in general, but T-PAIN is different in how detailed and intense they are and how well I remember them when I wake. You would think a drug that tends to bring out more positive thinking would also cause more positive dreams, but I haven't had that be the case. Its hit or miss, but I feel like nightmares are more common and I wake more in panic that passes quickly. I can always remember even little details, and unlike sometimes where the plot of the dream is fuzzy, it always is clear as day and a few times I've woken thinking that something from a dream was real, taking like 10-15 minutes to finally realize it was a dream. I don't believe I have ever had a lucid dream, but I have had out of body experiences. A few times when I was deathly ill as a child, and a few times as an adult, but most of it was when I was very sick, had a high fever or on a high dosage of opiates. The strange thing about all of the incidences is that I would see people or relatives I know, see them doing things, talking about stuff, or driving and not knowing this prior, calling them and confirming things I should not know and had no idea of before. When I was a kid, I ended up scaring my father who was taking care of me by telling him stuff so saw during it, and him trying to figure out how I knew what had gone on without anyone telling me, and me being unconcious for hours.
2016-07-05 at 3:45 AM UTC
Okay, I somewhat remember last night's lucid dream. I was trying hard as fuck to create SOMETHING -- a hot girl, a fancy car, anything.
Oh that's right, and I realized that whenever I left my room, I started to awake again. Leaving my room caused the dream to end.
So then I basically said to myself -- so I can't create anything, and I can't leave my room. This is shit.
2016-07-05 at 3:50 AM UTC
Also in my lucid dream there was a Dominos pizza next to a Dominos and I'm like what the fuck, but upon closer inspection the other Dominos was actually a Dominas that sold high performance parts for race cars. The entire store was filled with boxes and BOXES upon boxes and giants tanks of Nitrous, little canisters, crackers and balloons. It was a fucking NOS shop!!! And the lawn around the strip mall was littered with empty boxes and canisters and balloons.
They bought this giant store and named it similar to another store so people would go there by accident and buy nitrous.
2016-07-05 at 3:41 PM UTC
eYou're getting drugged with Scopolamine and then prostituted. Lucid dreaming my ass.
Can you describe the dick a bit more?
2016-07-06 at 4:34 PM UTC
I just woke up from another lucid dream
It's amazing how hot some of the women that your mind can come up with are
I think it's quitting porn that is causing this
2016-07-08 at 4:27 AM UTC
Had the longest and best lucid dream ever last night. Unfortunately I can't remember fucking any of it. That's fucking bullshit.
But I do remember thinking "shit I'm starting to wake up" and stopping myself by stopping whatever I was doing, and just moving forward to do something else. So if I was trying to conjure up a hot girl, it wasn't working, and I was starting to wake up... I'd stop conjuring and just do something different.
I ended up waking up by seeing what'd happen if I shot myself in the head with a gun. Everything went white and I woke up.
