We went to the park and saw some scary dude and a lot of trees but I detailed that in another thread. After that we went to the grocery store, where I told my gf to go to ask the butcher for this mexican spicy chicken we get from there. She went up and just mumbled "chicken" at the dude even though there's like 5 different types of chicken there and I started laughing really hard and couldn't control myself.
Then as we were walking back, I was tripping out thinking people on the streets were saying shit about me but I knew I was just tripping so I was kinda just pushing it away looking at the sidewalk when I look up and there's two dudes with cameras pointed at me. I thought I was tripping and looked to my right and there's like 4 more dudes with cameras and at this point I'm totally confused and start to think there's people with cameras all around me, and I turn around and see 3 more dudes with cameras behind me where I just came from and I'm like "there's cameras all around us!!! LOL! LOL!!!" and again in hysterical fits of laughter and some dude skated past us. Not really sure what was going on.
The oddest shit always happening when you're tripping. It pisses me off in a way, like, you guys just HAD to choose today to act fucking abnormal around me.
I once went to the gym while tripping, and everyone started doing a weird dance in a line circle around the whole gym. That's the only time they ever did that shit. Wtf?
^fucking this, I've been tripping a lot lately 2cb and shrooms. I think that psychedelics in general super charge your brain and you send out your tripped out state to other people and it causes them to do weird shit.
like i mentioned in another thread I had a fucking detective guy drive up to me when I was a block away from my place walking home that wanted to talk to me... scary as hell. I went in my bathroom turned on the light and the light bulb went out...
yesterday I was tripping, took the shrooms at my friends place and then went for a walk and went and got coffee waiting for my trip to kick in. Got back to my place, went into the bathroom and turned on the light, it went out again...
But yeah I've had tons of other weird things happen to me in the past while tripping,
I want to trip but nobody has any shrooms,I'm gona grow my own and trip for a week.
I've only once had enough psychs on hand to trip for an extended period of time although it never occurred to me. I don't know if I could convince myself to do it, even the best trip needs to end after like 8 hours it only gets darker and darker.
I kinda do, I want to start working out again and lose my beer belly, I'm taking glutemate for my stomach, and I'm going to get some gaba for the addiction
I kinda do, I want to start working out again and lose my beer belly, I'm taking glutemate for my stomach, and I'm going to get some gaba for the addiction
GABA doesn't really cross the blood-brain barrier. It needs to be synthesized in the brain to be effective, therefore i'd suggest looking into the natural precursor substances for GABA and taking a lot of those as a supplement instead and letting your brain do the rest.
^then why is it suggested? I will admit I'm kind of ingorant on the subject but tried to do some research . this is the first time I've ever taken "gaba" But I also got some "gabapentin" just now from a bud and i've taken it before, it helps out a lot with hangovers and withdralw so I figured there must be a correlation.
I know alcohol abuse is very unhealthy, but I'm just down right amazed about how bad it got, I kinda figured after 7 monthns of drinking liquor and beer every day would be a bad thing, but now after a few days of drinking a lot less, I've felt completely out of wack and have been very dizzy.
My friend mentioned that she could ration me out drinks to take on a schedule, but I know myself well enough to know I psychologically couldn't do that and would drink it all. But at the same time I still drink everyday not nearly as much but it puts me in a wave where I get stupid sick and I just want it to be over so I can move onto to other things.
I started going out a lot recently and wanted "all teh feels" and I need to cut that out and just drink coffee and go to bookstores because I'm sick of this. It's just I feel so much more relaxed when I drink and I feel more motivated, I used to take all kinds of opiates and didn't drink at all for a couple of years, but it was the same problem.
My friend has also given me, l-tyrosone and she said it would help with anxiety I get when I feel like I need a drink. I'm not sure If i feel anything from these "amino acids" though.
Id just like this to get handled to I can work on other things about myself, so I can move on.
