My suicide note.

1. 2018-10-05 at 3:09 PM UTC

   #21
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by -SpectraL It's OK. Almost everyone here has killed themselves at least three or four times.

   
   Dammit speccy, this is not the time to be posting this kind of shit
2. 2018-10-05 at 3:17 PM UTC

   #22
   

   Ghost Black Hole
   Here's mine, it had the password to my account on the back
   
   
   The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!

   • The Self Taught Man
3. 2018-10-05 at 4:15 PM UTC

   #23
   

   Item 9 African Astronaut
   I didn't mean that guys, I was drunk :icon14:
   The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!

   • CandyRein, 
   • The Self Taught Man
4. 2018-10-05 at 4:17 PM UTC

   #24
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by Item 9 I didn't mean that guys, I was drunk :icon14:

   
   It's so good to hear it :icon14:
5. 2018-10-05 at 4:21 PM UTC

   #25
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by DietPiano The interesting thing about suicide is if someone talks about it and then doesn't do it, everybody loses some respect for them in some way because they can subconsciously downplay the person's circumstances.
   
   If they dogo through with it after talking about it, everyone feels guilty for not doing enough to prevent it.

   
   
   
   

   Originally posted by RisiR † Shut the fuck up.

   
   I dunno, sounds about right to me. Just look how everyone treated me when I "came back to life"
6. 2018-10-05 at 4:40 PM UTC

   #26
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   In my experience, when people talk about it, it means they have at least a little bit left in the tank, even if just for a few hours. It means they're still contemplating and there's still a chance, however small, that they'll reconsider. At least for a while.
   
   Usually when people are really ready to do it they just go dark.
7. 2018-10-06 at 10:31 AM UTC

   #27
   

   NARCassist gollums fat coach

   Originally posted by -SpectraL It's OK. Almost everyone here has killed themselves at least three or four times.

   
   Shut the fuck up
   
   
   
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8. 2018-10-06 at 10:46 AM UTC

   #28
   

   Technologist victim of incest
   💲💲💲💲💲
   For Item 9
   
   
   
   Oops Item,
   I meant to put this in your “bestow upon me” thread! Oopsie!
9. 2018-10-06 at 11:19 AM UTC

   #29
   

   Speedy Parker Black Hole

   Originally posted by CandyRein I can not say that I know what you’re going through but I can say I have felt like my life will never get better..
   Like some years ago 8 actually, I
   was in a woman’s shelter with nothin
   took the bus to the college till I finished school , got my last few credits and I used financial aid to pay for school because I couldn’t afford it
   
   The shelter was kushy with our own room even a workout room
   Those women there were comfortable
   I was not and was getting out that place to have my own
   Didn’t want my families help either it was my goal to reach on my own
   
   There was nights I cried because I thought maybe I shouldn’t even try and just leave this world but
   Honestly I’d read the Bible.. psalms helped me a lot .. I read psalms 5 every morning before school
   (If you are not religious I’m sorry for adding that part but it’s true)
   
   Now I’m done with school have the things I need and a few that I want
   
   Saying all this to say that you sir
   You are a conqueror whether you know it or not and you have the ability to do any damn thing you want ..
   
   You leaving this world will not improve anything if anything it’ll be a colder world without you because you have a warm heart, and you’re an amazing person
   Material possessions or not genuine happiness
   Think of all those millionaires who commited suicide .. it’s not the possessions that bring you true joy
   It’s love .. as corny as it sounds.. it is love.. love for you as a person
   
   Inbox is always open if you want to chat about anything my friend

   
   Do you realize your replying to a troll thread?
10. 2018-10-06 at 11:20 AM UTC

    #30
    

    Speedy Parker Black Hole

    Originally posted by -SpectraL It's OK. Almost everyone here has killed themselves at least three or four times.

    
    Except for Malice. He only did it once
11. 2018-10-06 at 1:53 PM UTC

    #31
    

    -SpectraL coward [the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]

    Originally posted by NARCassist Shut the fuck up
    
    
    
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    You've killed yourself twice already.
12. 2018-10-06 at 1:58 PM UTC

    #32
    

    Speedy Parker Black Hole
    We all kill ourselves everyday, a little bit.