2018-10-05 at 6:06 AM UTC
If I choose not to end my life right here and now, then all I'm doing is choosing a slower and longer death, because I'm gonna die anyways.
-Shitfucker đź’©
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2018-10-05 at 6:09 AM UTC
No no no you can do those things.
Don’t think this way :(
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2018-10-05 at 6:55 AM UTC
I can not say that I know what you’re going through but I can say I have felt like my life will never get better..
Like some years ago 8 actually, I
was in a woman’s shelter with nothin
took the bus to the college till I finished school , got my last few credits and I used financial aid to pay for school because I couldn’t afford it
The shelter was kushy with our own room even a workout room
Those women there were comfortable
I was not and was getting out that place to have my own
Didn’t want my families help either it was my goal to reach on my own
There was nights I cried because I thought maybe I shouldn’t even try and just leave this world but
Honestly I’d read the Bible.. psalms helped me a lot .. I read psalms 5 every morning before school
(If you are not religious I’m sorry for adding that part but it’s true)
Now I’m done with school have the things I need and a few that I want
Saying all this to say that you sir
You are a conqueror whether you know it or not and you have the ability to do any damn thing you want ..
You leaving this world will not improve anything if anything it’ll be a colder world without you because you have a warm heart, and you’re an amazing person
Material possessions or not genuine happiness
Think of all those millionaires who commited suicide .. it’s not the possessions that bring you true joy
It’s love .. as corny as it sounds.. it is love.. love for you as a person
Inbox is always open if you want to chat about anything my friend
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2018-10-05 at 7:01 AM UTC
-SpectraL
coward
[the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
You have to have patience. Nothing good comes easy or fast.
2018-10-05 at 7:23 AM UTC
I love you BREHJ
You are actro
Mustard stain mistro.
My lil nigga.
Fuck. I'm pissed off right now because I can't remember the name of the girl thst you and her always posted in HB on zoklet. She always had the sunglasses emoji as her signature. Fuuuuck. What was her name? Zek?
Either way you two were two peas in a pod and the part of the reason I stuck around. For what it's worth
I love you buddy and I DO know you can do good things. Only way you can't is by not trying to find out.
Seven cringes.
2018-10-05 at 8:29 AM UTC
-SpectraL
coward
[the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
Everybody has a talent. There isn't a single person on the planet who doesn't have at least one talent which would contribute to the betterment of mankind. You just need to identify it. Once you've identified it, you just need to document it. Take a course. Get the paperwork in hand. Get off the drugs. Apply for positions. Get your own place and your own car. You can do it. You just need to try.
2018-10-05 at 8:56 AM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ
I love you BREHJ
You are actro
Mustard stain mistro.
My lil nigga.
Fuck. I'm pissed off right now because I can't remember the name of the girl thst you and her always posted in HB on zoklet. She always had the sunglasses emoji as her signature. Fuuuuck. What was her name? Zek?
Either way you two were two peas in a pod and the part of the reason I stuck around. For what it's worth
I love you buddy and I DO know you can do good things. Only way you can't is by not trying to find out.
Seven cringes.
Item 9 is actor?
Ayyyy whats ghood hold off on dat a while brudda, think 4th Reich shit, it'll help you through these dark times
And its not fuckhead your thinking of is it? I always remember her posting in HB.
dude I've typed out like 4 posts in 5 different tabs and it took actors suicide note and 30mg of adderall to actually follow through with hitting submit wtf
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2018-10-05 at 9:09 AM UTC
dude, get yourself some pussy some night, makes things seem more worthwhile, always.
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2018-10-05 at 9:44 AM UTC
This is somewhere near life, about the past, and about that which is not had. About those arrived minutes, shooting like an old pistol. This is somewhere near life around which we fuck, like devils, like cormorants. We believe in something, fight for something. In this country as always lies are the first thing to come out. You will not run away, you will not walk. You were born here, and here you will die. And minutes of flaccid happiness, falling onto the chest; under the barbell, lifting it up in a somewhat smoother manner; the essence of life. You cannot fool yourself, because all that once was will pass; trips, awesome sex, parents, the evil prison guard. Military dogs during reception, bars, and even the (Russian) empires flag will get old and become sun faded. And you still like a fool, will continue to believe and hope, to sit and hope and to wait for something. Seemingly until the guys in uniforms will come to take you.
Do not let them take you alive; troubled years near life. Shoot into the temple, in the back of the head, into the eye, spray blood onto the wall. Do something such that you will not be ashamed later. Do not let them take you alive brother, do not be an endurer.
2018-10-05 at 9:48 AM UTC
-SpectraL
coward
[the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
This is now a suicide site. Where users come to die and say their last farewells.
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2018-10-05 at 11:21 AM UTC
I earned to die like a man. Life is pretty, but eventually you will have to make a choice, while feeling that somebody is on your tail. Not to writhe, but to catch a bullet; to leave beautifully.
I am being exploited within my own consciousness, this is some kind of mania. Inside of me has woken up a cult of cars, money, and suppressed guns. Without regular plans, in banquet halls, without rules. Correcting strangers who believe that there is power in a good job and an education. Let all that we have learned become a minus in our exhausted rushing. In typical yards, gas stations, and leisure salons, every bitch will give head and a massage.
In black clothes, in a dark tinted car which has become closer to me than my native home, lighting up with a black lighter. I smoke up with hopes of not waking up tomorrow. To run away or move from here means to give into fear.
2018-10-05 at 11:26 AM UTC
There must be some sort of cosmic fuckery going on for all three of us to be saying shit like this at the same time. I definitely feel like the last 96 hours have been my darkest, but I assumed it was just because of my birthday, That day has been bad luck since the day I was born. Either that or T-PAIN withdrawal
I hope you just got blackout drunk and you're ok, but if not, I'll say a prayer for your soul and hope you're in a more pleasant place.
2018-10-05 at 11:46 AM UTC
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motherfucker
[my enumerable hindi guideword]
WELP!
Can I have your mustard stained shirt?
Seriously though, don't. That's a pretty lame, non-HB way to go bro. Suicide? C'mon, man.
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
2018-10-05 at 1:47 PM UTC
I got over it with the help of drugs. It will probably not last forever but for now I'm good again.
Don't kill yourself, Actro. You're a staple of the community and I'm sure you can be as well liked in real life, too. Everyone canhave a place and a car. You can do better. Please give it a try. Best of luck to you my friend.
2018-10-05 at 3:06 PM UTC
-SpectraL
coward
[the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
It's OK. Almost everyone here has killed themselves at least three or four times.
