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This is arguablly the worst state of drug addiction I've been in, in terms of quantity not fuckupedness, ran through 30 40mg vyvanses and 90 100mg gabapentins in less than 4 days. Usually I would sperg out and order T-PAIN but after I withdrew from that (see: video)
And I am definately not going to do nutmeg, bundy, spice, benzedrex, or snort wellbutrin
All I got is 1mg of xanax a day, dispensed by my dad and I can't get to the bottle because it's always locked in his car. Had 2 weed sources but one of them was a scum and I got tired of his shit so I nixed him out of my life, and also my other guy is too paranoid about smoking/dealing because at work they got suspicious and 3 people got drug tested so no weed, pity me etc etc
Would multivitamins actually make me feel any better? I've only taken them a handful of times in my life because they would always give me a headache and make me feel like shit but who knows, maybe I just already felt like shit.
Any other supplements? I have kava but it didn't ease the stimulant withdrawal hyperactivity (I do have adhd) and restless anxiety. Preferrably no quasi-recreational drugs like phenibut because I want to actually be able to be sober for more than 2 minutes.
Plus I actually have anhedonia, diagnosed with dysthymic depression even before I did drugs but then I fucked up and can't even feel from drugs. I had 12 .5 ativans the other day. Nothing. Yesterday I took over 300 mg of vyvanse and I didn't even feel very euphoric at all. Didn't take them because I was craving but to try to prove a theory. Didn't work. Thought doses like that would cause some kind of cardiac issue or seizure or whatever.
I'm sorry roshambo, I know it's tough coming down like that. Since you lost your weed connect my suggestion is alcohol. I'm coming down of a 5/6 day adderall binge today. The best thing for me is snack food i love, beer, and relaxation along with good sleep. Take a bath with epsolm salts, watch tv or read a book. Hope you do alright man, withrawls/coming down sux.
I also plan to make some fried chicken while i drink beer and watch my favorite tv shows on my ipad. Just try to think of things u used to enjoy before you did drugs.
Weed: Use whenever Alcohol: A few times a week AT MOST bundy: Nevar evar/use seldomly Nutmeg: Once a month at most Opis: Nevar evar Benzos: Never evar/use seldomly Crack/coke: Never evar Kava: Use whenever DPH: WHY Spice: NO, JUST NO Hallucinogens: Once a month at most Inhalants (besides nitrous): NO, JUST NO Nitrous: At most once a week RCs: Never evar Noots: Use whenever
I'm sorry roshambo, I know it's tough coming down like that. Since you lost your weed connect my suggestion is alcohol. I'm coming down of a 5/6 day adderall binge today. The best thing for me is snack food i love, beer, and relaxation along with good sleep. Take a bath with epsolm salts, watch tv or read a book. Hope you do alright man, withrawls/coming down sux.
ive been drinking all day, 8 beers and a mikes hard lemonade plus 2 xanaxes... i hjardly feel either. am I doing it wrong or am I just immune to feeling drunk? either or I guess karma got me right in the ass
I also plan to make some fried chicken while i drink beer and watch my favorite tv shows on my ipad. Just try to think of things u used to enjoy before you did drugs.
I don't remember what I liked before drugs.. honestly.. video games, nope. listening to music, yeah.. hanging out with friends...welp... thats impossible considering
ive been drinking all day, 8 beers and a mikes hard lemonade plus 2 xanaxes… i hjardly feel either. am I doing it wrong or am I just immune to feeling drunk? either or I guess karma got me right in the ass
Xanax is for babies. Clonopin is 14x stronger and has a 40 hour halflife . I used to do 5mg a day with hard liquor and beer and I blacked out for a week once while working fulltime. Almost crashed a forklift too (and I get fired for showing up on meth lol)
You have to something to get you out of the house and something social with non drug people. Don't ask for suggestions, you've gotta find that out for yourself.
I'll tell you one thing; I don't what/how often or much you were using before, but getting drunk and popping arguably the most addictive type of drug, which I'm sure you know can lethal when mixed is really just a lateral move. Best wish to you though.
You have to something to get you out of the house and something social with non drug people. Don't ask for suggestions, you've gotta find that out for yourself.
I'll tell you one thing; I don't what/how often or much you were using before, but getting drunk and popping arguably the most addictive type of drug, which I'm sure you know can lethal when mixed is really just a lateral move. Best wish to you though.
Oh, well this the last time I'll acknowledge. You're a sad little child, with few prospects of any sort so you try to troll people on the internet. Trolling isn't something secure themselves does, and it's wasted effort on your part against me. You couldn't effect me while I was fucked, strung out and miserable, you're sure as fuck not going be able to do now. So run along to your parent's basement with you "shut the fuck semis," abscesses, strokes what have you. I'm not biting.
