Why do I crave subjugation?

1. 2018-09-05 at 4:36 AM UTC

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   It's absolutely fucked. Unhealthy. Abnormal. I need it though. To be subjugated. Ugh. I don't think I was always like this... can I fix it? Is it just part of my personality now? Has it always been? Maybe I was always like this. Is this okay? Just a quirk, maybe? An unimportant idiosyncrasy? I should be a stronger person, shouldn't I? Not weak. Not weak like I am. Not so weak that I could be subjugated.
   
   Is it just the lack of responsibility that appeals to me? The idea of everything being out of my control? Absolution through weakness? Am I meek? Does this mean I will inherit the Earth?
2. 2018-09-05 at 4:39 AM UTC

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   RisiR † 29 Autism
   I'm really fucking horny right now so I can only give you both thumbs up.
   
   Very good personality trait.
3. 2018-09-05 at 4:49 AM UTC

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   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by HTS Is it just the lack of responsibility that appeals to me?

   
   For me it’s this probably bc I have too much responsibility every day.