2018-08-19 at 3:11 AM UTC
do they actually get forgotten or just distorted by inability to comprehend, in a "queue" waiting to get processed. I cant not think about the things that come to me, i used to surpress them but now i font because i donnt want to compound conflict. I have actually found a way to remove conflict
Remove kebab
Remove kebab pls
Anyway tge conflict can remove but it is (is it is it!) the fifference (thithle...thithletherr!) bewteen not thinking and actively supressing said thoughts, or is that not a real concept. Perhaps there is no such thing as dismissing thoughts and that is what I cannot figure out.
To let certain thoughts pass by could be considered admissable, but in my experience they will come back around with greater frequency seemingly forever until conflict is resolved. They may be pacified, perhaps forever, will not necessarily invade your thoughts or not invade your thoughts, but always making themselves aware during situations and decompression where they could be useful.
It can be incredibly painful if too many conflictions go on at the same time, however is it truly easier to hold a deeply held conviction that is somewhat conflicted or to face it even though it may lay ruin.
Then there is the not think, the refusal or the satifaction of not yearning to understand. I too taje great comfort in some of this at certain times although recently Im very unsure, this could rapidly reverse at any time and it may be in full effect but i think it will deepen.
2018-08-19 at 3:15 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
When you meditate enough you learn to let thoughts enter your head and leave without passing judgement and affecting them. Learn to do that
