2016-08-30 at 1:30 AM UTC
as fuck and was too mentally unstable from having the fucking flu or food poisoning or some shit and hating everything in Taiwan for the past week. ive come to realize that there is something about me (autism) that makes every girlfriend cheat on me and every friend leave me. like I was upset about it but I really think ive just come to accept the fact that its always going to happen. im not sure what implications this may have on my life. maybe its really freeing since I don't have to feel pressured to feel emotions anymore. I think when I get back to America im just going to trip balls on acid until I either feel emotions again permanently or just destroy my psyche and end up killing myself. theyre all really the same in the end anyways, either way i'll be ok.
2016-08-30 at 2:13 AM UTC
Maybe you should date nice girls and get real friends instead of dating lying whorebags and hanging out with douchebags.
2016-08-30 at 2:18 AM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
I took some acid the other day at a concert and it was pretty fun, can't say I had much "self reflection" during this trip, just tripped out hard and kept thinking about how huge concerts are jedi scams, abliet fun ones.
The next day I felt like i had very little emotions though. Not trying to sound like a dick but maybe you should probably just be by yourself for awhile. And if you only have a couple classes maybe get a job, and go do things you like.
What did you do in Taiwan?
2016-08-30 at 2:24 AM UTC
can someone call me in 4 hours to wake me up thx
2016-08-30 at 6:32 AM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
^sure whats your number bbys?
2016-08-30 at 6:37 AM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
I thought autists loved structured coursework
2016-08-30 at 7:16 AM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
^that or they love jerking off and sniffing bundy and listening to iggy pop albums....
