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Anyone here ever had a bad day?
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2016-01-04 at 12:01 PM UTCYesterday was one of the worst days I've had in a long time.Everything has been going better for me the last few weeks and I've been making a lot of tip money at my new job and my boss said he will start training me to close the store and give me a raise, But I stayed up drinking until 4am doing jello biafra impressions and saying whimpy wimpy whimpers to my cat, i barely slept cause I woke up at 6:30 with extreme dry mouth and figured I should go to the store get a beer and and some gritz.
I got to the store and realized it was was sunday and here in texas on sundays they don't sell alcohol until noon, then when I went to the counter for some gritz, the lady told me the gritz truck didn't stop by for it's delivery so I ent up just buying gatoraid, benadryl and a cucumber.
I got home took 4 benadryls so I could go back to sleep and figured while it kicked in I'd do some laundry, and hour an a half later my laundry is done and I'm feeling woozy from the benadryl. I just by chance look at my work schedule and realize I actually have to go to work in 2 hours (all the other days I was working nights) So I freak out and start drinking tons of coffee and eating ephedrine to counter act the benadryl, so I drive to work on a shit tier OTC speedball feeling crazier than a shit house rat, I walk up to the store and there is a homeless lady laying infront of the door with her ass hanging out of her pants crying.
.On top of that the only people working that morning besides me are women and I hate working with women, especially ugly women.
I'm just standing there texting some slut on my phone about how I used to be on track team when I was in highschool about to burst into analytical tears because I'm so violently hungover and tired when my co-worker informs me that I "look lost"
I end up telling 3 chinks that came in the store they should probably leave, then sliced my finger with a knife while cutting garlic. My manager after 3 hours of suffering tells me I can leave if for the day if I'd like since we weren't busy. I go home have 2 brews fall asleep on tinychat sitting up, wake up have 2 more brews then invite 2 girls to the same bar at the same time. The first one tells me she's at in and out burger with her gay friend and will be over in a bit, I tell her to pick me up a hamburger and bring it to the bar and I willl buy her a drink, she tells me she's not going to do that and is just going to go home. The other girl shows up to the bar, I have 2 more brews and a shot of jager, we end up going to her car and smoke a cigarette and make out, I ask her to come back to my place and she declines...
It was just such a shockingly disappointing day, sure it could be worse of course. But it just came in like a wrecking ball and hit me out of nowhere when I felt like everything had been going well the last few weeks. It was very charlie bukowski esque to say the least.
So here I am about 24 hours later eating my cucumber and refelcting on the day, watching my cat sleep on a nest of plastic bags I made him.
Does anyone here ever have days like this where you just feel completely out of it and nothing works out?
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2016-01-04 at 2:08 PM UTCAlmost every day,
Back when I used to actually you know, do things. First 2 years of actual high school, not tard school were fucking terrible. I didn't even abuse drugs at that point a lot... At least freshman year. I remember being on a really shitty generic version of concerta and sleeping through every class almost, like, I pretty much had drug induced narcolepsy and cataplexy because I was also on klonopin and zyprexa back then. Was completely confused every day, late to classes, had no friends really but ate lunch with one of my old middle school friends who was pretty adhd and annoying, and also a few random people. One thing led to another and I got held back. One thing led to another and I got held back again. It's not that I didn't understand the material but I was so fucking tired I just stopped going. -
2016-01-04 at 2:19 PM UTC
Almost every day,
Back when I used to actually you know, do things. First 2 years of actual high school, not tard school were fucking terrible. I didn't even abuse drugs at that point a lot… At least freshman year. I remember being on a really shitty generic version of concerta and sleeping through every class almost, like, I pretty much had drug induced narcolepsy and cataplexy because I was also on klonopin and zyprexa back then. Was completely confused every day, late to classes, had no friends really but ate lunch with one of my old middle school friends who was pretty adhd and annoying, and also a few random people. One thing led to another and I got held back. One thing led to another and I got held back again. It's not that I didn't understand the material but I was so fucking tired I just stopped going.
You know man, I feel ya. That battle feel, I remember my freshman year as well was very similar my parents had me doped up on limictal and seroquel, and as if I didnt already suck at math, i remember my algebra teacher waking me up as i was sleeping drooling on my desk from the fucking drugs.
I eventually just started smoking weed, eating hydrocodone, drinking, and putting those fucking antipsycotics pills down the sink when my parents gave them to me in the morning and I actually started doing better in school. I went to college for a while but it wasn't really for me, I've considered going to a cooking school because I want to have my own food trailer and I could use the grants.
If we actually lived in a rational society doping kids to the point of being brain damaged tards would be considered child abuse. I was never held back, I was an average student and I was great at english and social studies, but for my math classes I was a total flunky, my dad would call the teacher and threaten to sue the school district and then magically my grades were better. I had friends, but because I was more edgy than them, they quit hanging out with me because I started smoking pot during lunch with cooler people. It was definitely a strange time.
This world is such a slippery slope where almost anything can happen at anytime. -
2016-01-04 at 2:20 PM UTC
You know man, I feel ya. That battle feel, I remember my freshman year as well was very similar my parents had me doped up on limictal and seroquel, and as if I didnt already suck at math, i remember my algebra teacher waking me up as i was sleeping drooling on my desk from the fucking drugs.
I eventually just started smoking weed, eating hydrocodone, drinking, and putting those fucking antipsycotics pills down the sink when my parents gave them to me in the morning and I actually started doing better in school. I went to college for a while but it wasn't really for me, I've considered going to a cooking school because I want to have my own food trailer and I could use the grants.
If we actually lived in a rational society doping kids to the point of being brain damaged tards would be considered child abuse. I was never held back, I was an average student and I was great at english and social studies, but for my math classes I was a total flunky, my dad would call the teacher and threaten to sue the school district and then magically my grades were better and I actually started getting pussy from a younger girl, whos mom eventually got me a job at a psyche hospital (hows that for irony). I had friends, but because I was more edgy than them, they quit hanging out with me because I started smoking pot during lunch with cooler people. It was definitely a strange time.
This world is such a slippery slope where almost anything can happen at anytime.
I know it may sound cheeky and kinda dumb but institutions like, church, marriage, school have made many people end up institutionalized -
2016-01-04 at 2:41 PM UTCYeah I know what you mean with the church thing
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2016-01-05 at 11:54 AM UTCmmmmmhmmm
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2016-01-05 at 12:19 PM UTCMeth thread.
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2016-01-05 at 8:43 PM UTCI had a bad day....once
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2016-01-06 at 2:49 AM UTC
Meth thread.
i don't really do drugs anymore, brah. I drink though. -
2016-01-06 at 6:15 AM UTCEvery day of my life.
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2016-01-06 at 2:01 PM UTC^im guessing you were molested at a young age?
