This isnt how is was supposed to be

1. 2015-09-17 at 8:06 AM UTC

   #1
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   Im piss drunk and need to vent this out.
   
   This isn't how it was supposed to be.
   I was supposed to become a marine.
   But I got PDQ'd for because im me.
   This isn't how it was supposed to be.
   I was supposed to have enough money
   But now im fucked financially
   This isn't how it was supposed to be.
   I was supposed to be an EMT.
   But I skipped class to smoke weed.
   This isn't how it was supposed to be
   I was supposed to be somewhat happy.
   But now all I can think is woe is me.
   This is what its come to be.
   
   Fuck this shit. I have had so many opportunities and I squandered them all. Sometimes I want to just kill myself and hope I do better in the next like. But I know that's not how it works. I just cant imagine after how much shit ive lost out on that I can be the person I was supposed to.
   
   I dont know man. I just dont fucking know.
   
   
2. 2015-09-17 at 12:34 PM UTC

   #2
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   well man... i was a marine and its basically the biggest regret of my life, if that makes you feel any better. those faggots literally told me i couldnt read when we were bored as fuck in the desert all day because reading is "for fags." its like going into a time warp, you go in after high school and see all your peers doing certain things, then you are completely isolated for 4 or 5 years and you can't wait to get out to do the things you wanted to before, but then when you get out everyone else is pregnant and married and you're just like "what the fuck happened to the years."
   
   my advice is to just be your own man. start your own business or something, but don't half ass it. if you are willing to work hard and arent a complete dumbfuck you can basically do anything.
3. 2015-09-17 at 2:09 PM UTC

   #3
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   well man… i was a marine and its basically the biggest regret of my life, if that makes you feel any better. those faggots literally told me i couldnt read when we were bored as fuck in the desert all day because reading is "for fags." its like going into a time warp, you go in after high school and see all your peers doing certain things, then you are completely isolated for 4 or 5 years and you can't wait to get out to do the things you wanted to before, but then when you get out everyone else is pregnant and married and you're just like "what the fuck happened to the years."
   
   my advice is to just be your own man. start your own business or something, but don't half ass it. if you are willing to work hard and arent a complete dumbfuck you can basically do anything.

   Hahaha Marines.
4. 2015-09-17 at 2:43 PM UTC

   #4
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Hahaha Marines.

   
   
   i agree, biggest joke ever. it was like being in a fucking circus
5. 2015-09-17 at 3:18 PM UTC

   #5
   

   Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]
   This is exactly how it is supposed to be. If it was supposed to be a different way it would have been different. But it isn't because this is the only way it could have ever been. You were always meant to be a dumb failure who ruined his life.
6. 2015-09-17 at 3:21 PM UTC

   #6
   

   mmQ Lisa Turtle
   
7. 2015-09-17 at 3:33 PM UTC

   #7
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   i agree, biggest joke ever. it was like being in a fucking circus

   It's funny because we have shit loads of jar heads in the club and none of them talk about the corp that way.
8. 2015-09-17 at 3:43 PM UTC

   #8
   

   mmQ Lisa Turtle

   It's funny because we have shit loads of jar heads in the club and none of them talk about the corp that way.

   
   I would chalk it up to a little term known as FALSE PRIDE, of which military members have it TO THE NINES.
9. 2015-09-17 at 4:41 PM UTC

   #9
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   It's funny because we have shit loads of jar heads in the club and none of them talk about the corp that way.

   
   
   I know, because the majority of people worship the ground they walk on for doing something "so selfless" so of course they're not going to deny all that free ego boosting praise. It's funny because when you are actually in, no one is doing anything but complaining about how fucking shitty it is and how much they hate it, but as soon as you get around civilians they're all gung ho gi joe patriotic. There's actually a funny terminal lance about it. Actually a couple.
   
   http://terminallance.com/2015/03/03/...els-over-time/
   
   Theres a better one that shows this guy talking shit about how he hates the corps and then goes home and goes for a run decked out in his pt uniform and dog tags and all that shit. Typical of the type of fickle human being with 0 identity that thrives in the military.
   
   Also what club are you talking about?
10. 2015-09-17 at 4:46 PM UTC

    #10
    

    -SpectraL coward [the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
    "Everybody wants to be a somebody sometime." ~ Dean Martin
11. 2015-09-17 at 6:49 PM UTC

    #11
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Also what club are you talking about?

    
    
    Yeah, you never get to know that.
    
12. 2015-09-17 at 10:27 PM UTC

    #12
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Yeah, you never get to know that.

    
    
    lol, what is this, were little kids and playing the secret club game?
13. 2015-09-17 at 10:49 PM UTC

    #13
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    It's the PEN15 club beaver fucker is a member of.
14. 2015-09-17 at 11:52 PM UTC

    #14
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    It's the PEN15 club beaver fucker is a member of.

    Oh look, another member of my fan club.
15. 2015-09-17 at 11:55 PM UTC

    #15
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Hey bro, how's life? Shouldn't you be riding your bike into retirement or some shit?
16. 2015-09-18 at 12:03 AM UTC

    #16
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Hey bro, how's life? Shouldn't you be riding your bike into retirement or some shit?

    That's right around the corner TBH.! Can't wait...