2018-07-24 at 4:43 PM UTC
STALPANOF
Yung Blood (banned)
[hilariously waft my nitrazepam]
Today will officially make it 3 months I have been at my job.
Im loving every day of it.
Sometimes I overthink things and when stuff doesn't happen for me like I think it should I suddenly feel like everyone is against me but later I find what I am doing is more important than what I want to be doing so I end up wanting to do what I do not want to do.
I have only been there 3 months and I get phone calls from co-workers calling in sick.
I am not even hire there yet. Its kinda neat.
I woke up today needing to piss real bad but thanks to my new found fona-funds my bed is so comfortable and my blankets are so soft and warm I had no choice but to lay there for 2 hours.
Once I got up I took a type 5 shit and smoked a cigarette.
My diet is slowly changing and I am feeling a bit more healthy and energetic even with my alcoholism being in full swing.
When I grabbed a shirt to put on I glimpsed myself in the mirror for a second and then just stood there in complete shock at how sexy and cut I am.
I give all the credit to God who is with me every day and guides me and shows me the way.
Hope everyone is having a great day today.
I got to get ready for work now.
Today I will try and be tolerant of people and situations and I will try to see things from all points of veiw before I make an assumption on why someone or something is the way it is.
I will try not to pass judgement.
Love you guys.
Take care.
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2018-07-25 at 3:47 AM UTC
STALPANOF
Yung Blood (banned)
[hilariously waft my nitrazepam]
Just got home from work.
It was a very fast paced day.
Got a little angry when one of my co-workers just bailed with no warning which caused us to all fall behind but while rushing to catch up another co-worker shot a screw into his thumb and was bleeding everywhere so that kind of made me feel like it was worth the anger.
I am looking forward to what tomorrow brings.
Now its time to let my alcoholism take control for the rest of my night.
Soon I will be waking up under my soft warm sheets listening to my alarm clock play the radio while I am stretching and cuddling up with my awesome doggies.
I love my life.
I love you guys.
Hope you all are having a wonderful night.
Talk to you all later.
Caio
