Why am I so depressed? Blingblongerol?

1. 2016-03-11 at 11:14 PM UTC

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   Dissociator African Astronaut
   I was feeling good for a while, but when I quit T-PAIN I realize my opiate receptors are forever fried since no dose of oxycodone works, been taking my lamictal and prozac regularly but I feel so alone and just off lately... it doesn't make any fucking sense. It all started after I did benzedrex and stayed up for 3 days and when I took a shower for the first time in weeks I just started feeling really off
   
   thoughts?
2. 2016-03-11 at 11:21 PM UTC

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   vagrant Yung Blood
   [greentext]>lists 50 different fucking medications/drugs[/greentext]
   [greentext]>on and off each one[/greentext]
   [greentext]>"i feel so alone and just off lately"[/greentext]
   [greentext]>"it doesn't make any fucking sense"[/greentext]
   
   the answer is so far under your own nose that you can't even see it
   
   
3. 2016-03-11 at 11:28 PM UTC

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   Dissociator African Astronaut
   I've been taking lamictal and prozac regularly for 5 months tho
4. 2016-03-11 at 11:51 PM UTC

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   TORTILLA Houston
   The medical community will look back on this era of prescribing SSRI's and go :\ whoops
5. 2016-03-12 at 12:38 AM UTC

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   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   The medical community will look back on this era of prescribing SSRI's and go :\ whoops

   
   I think they will be more like <_< $$$$ >_> PROBLEM??? $_$
   
   SSRI's are worse than IV heroin and binge smoking methamphetamines. I feel off unless I consume 100 different drugs every day, smoking weed, eating beedrill, snorting meth, IV'ing meth, smoking more meth, drinking coffee, etc.
   
   Having not taken any prescription pharmaceuticals in 13+ months and not binging on meth, heroin, MDMA and cannabis for the past 3 months hasn't been so bad. I am more or less 100% sober lately no Mirtazapine or Benzos, just the occasional high when I can.
   
   The only thing I need in life to make this Friday night a good one is cheese and beer. I think I actually want beer more than meth right now which proves legal drugs are a conspiracy to compete against illegal clan drugs.
   
   you need to get off those hard drugs (prescription meds) bro its killing you. Are you still taking Ritalin? you should IV it to counteract your unpleasantness. Here I'll write you a script.
   حقن واحدة
   
   
6. 2016-03-12 at 1:08 AM UTC

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   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   if you want to stop feeling fucked up, stop taking drugs and get some exercise and eat healthy
7. 2016-03-12 at 1:19 AM UTC

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   Dissociator African Astronaut
   I think I was molested
   
8. 2016-03-12 at 1:34 AM UTC

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   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   No, take more drugs and stop eating. IV that ritalin too. Poverty and fasting is good for the mind better than meditation
9. 2016-03-12 at 11:16 AM UTC

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   kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
   drugs are bad mmmmk?
10. 2016-03-13 at 10:43 PM UTC

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    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Meditation causes aliens just ask kyle odom
11. 2016-03-16 at 8:21 PM UTC

    #11
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    
    
    http://www.madinamerica.com/2016/03/...rched-suicide/
12. 2016-03-16 at 9:34 PM UTC

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    arthur treacher African Astronaut
    your opiate receptors aren't fried, they will grow back. its the other drugs that are making you feel bad. but now you can't quit them without suffering horribly, even worse than an opiate withdrawal, so I don't know what to tell you.
13. 2016-03-17 at 5:23 AM UTC

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    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Opiate withdrawals are fun
14. 2016-03-17 at 1:19 PM UTC

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    Dissociator African Astronaut
    well you guys always think with drugs and me every day is a wholeee different story doing different doses of different things,taking meds, not taking them, ive been taking my lamictal and gabapentin regularly, got switched from prozac to wellbutrin and today is day 1, quit the opiates and have been limiting my vyvanse use it was probably the benzedrex that fucked me up
15. 2016-03-18 at 10:39 PM UTC

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    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Its not the drugs its the way In which you mix them. Balance is key