2018-07-08 at 5:18 AM UTC
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
Where legal and prescribed serotonergics are concerned, I've had a handful of different SSRIs in the last 10 years. At best, they strip me of my humanity and make me gain weight. At worst, they've made me want to kill myself. They never seem to succeed in making me happy. I did get a pleasant mood boost and better sleep from taking 5-HTP. It ultimately turned out not to be valuable to me in the long-term. Tïaneptine sodium works okay but makes me kind of manic; tïaneptine sulfate appears to do nothing whatsoever.
Psychedelics operating in serotonin pathways, however, have generally been friends to me. I've had great times on LSD, DMT, D⨉M, 2C-E, mushrooms, and others. Never MDMA, to my regret: I'd like to think that I will change this one day. Once I took D⨉M and then smoked a joint of weed, spice, tobacco, and various herbals, and because I was on an SSRI at the time, induced serotonin syndrome. That was a torturous experience that I could have avoided, had I used better judgment.
Presently, I have to be very careful about which serotonergics I choose to take, recreationally or otherwise. I'm on a medication that can potentially interact with a number them, and I've been fortunate to have learned that serotonin consequences are very painful lessons without actually suffering too much to get the message.
2018-07-08 at 5:46 AM UTC
i take zoloft it helps with my ocd
im basically immune to serotonin syndrome it seems
2018-07-08 at 7:41 PM UTC
Never used but daddy uses escitalopram, it's funny because he can use it with alcohol.
2018-07-08 at 8:13 PM UTC
It's been great. Psychedelics make me feel like I'm in a loving relationship with God. I feel pretty and mischievous on psychedelics. Like a cat. 😅
SSRIs I've only taken a handful of times. Made me feel weird. *shrug*