2016-05-13 at 11:12 PM UTC
if i binge on some stims, im not functional at all. they make me kinda dizzy, idk like a weird sort of high feeling where my brain is just popping off with a bunch of ideas at once and i cant really concentrate. sometimes its hard to move my hands and fingers too. i get all sweaty and cant seem to talk much without it coming out as very awkward, so i avoid people. usually this ends up with me sitting and masturbating for like 10 hrs (srs).
thats cool and all but i feel like a fucking weirdo afterwards because at first im just trying to get a nut, you know? but then like 10 hours pass inthe blink of an eye and im like fuuuuuuuuuuuck,.but id like to get high as fuck on stims and do something else for a change one of these days.
2016-05-14 at 12:22 AM UTC
Try sticking shit up your ass...start off with a finger then a dildo. You don't have to feel weird about it, you ain't gay it was drugz, they messed with your head.
2016-05-14 at 1:36 AM UTC
I waver between beast-mode programming and "let's open 3,000 wikipedia tabs that I'm not going to get past the intro of". You know you've taken too much when you're in the latter, if you're losing motor skills then you're just wasting drugs and your time.
2016-05-14 at 1:55 AM UTC
I need Microsoft Excel so I can do a BRACE character profile analysis of myself.
2016-05-15 at 8:09 AM UTC
I open microsoft word and just write shit about my life, who I am, etc.
I have to give duke zion props for the ass fucking thing. I can never jack off because of constricted blood flow, but there'd be nothing stopping prostate stimulation. Let's just hope I don't fuck myself too hard and wake up the next morning with a bloody asshole.
2016-05-15 at 10:17 AM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
^fucking myself up the ass with my fingers was the first form of masturbation I'd do when I was 11 or so , while reading calvin and hobbes on the can. Those were more innocent times, fam.
I have no idea about how i figured it out, but it was something that made me not nessecarily happy, but very relieved, I was a very sheltered child.
2016-05-15 at 9:38 PM UTC
Listen to little Debbie and Riff Raff, smoke weed, cook pills and process OTC chems into drug precursors, blow up a house, stay awake for a week and talk to demons, read the entire internet, walk around town with meth and snort it in public, go to 7-11 tweaking pouring sweat and buy 5 lighters, buy funny shit from stores like candles, Vaseline, lighters and mirrors. Smoke more meth, have 5 hour conversations about nothing with random peeps, watch the sun go up and down, create meth smoking paraphernalia, clean the house, burn the house down, blow up jugs of acetone, work and make money while tweaking, talk to cute girls while on meth and watch them get creeped out.