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I think I might be getting weaker.
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2016-08-28 at 7:28 AM UTCI keep getting invasive thoughts about getting shot or impaled or tortured in all kinds of various situations and scenarios and the graphic and horrific details keep invading my mind and I feel like this reality is just too much and I just want out and I'm seriously really close to killing myself because I don't wanna live in this world anymore.
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2016-08-28 at 7:45 AM UTCyou just need to smoke some vveed
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2016-08-28 at 7:47 AM UTCthat would just make it worse
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2016-08-28 at 7:49 AM UTC^ that will just make it worse
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2016-08-28 at 9:22 AM UTCBefore you do anything drastic, you might as well go out and get drugs. Not weed, but opiates or something of the sort.
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2016-08-28 at 10:38 AM UTCI hate to say it, but Sophie is... almost right.
Actor, if possible, what you need is to go for a run. Get outside, just start running. Take in the sunshine and the outside world.
Then start socializing, just give your mind a rest by talking to other people. I've noticed even talking to people on IM stops the intrusive thoughts, so they don't have to be IRL, but it'd be preferable just because knowing people IRL is beneficial.
Maybe a better option would be to join a gym and make friends and socialize there. Either way, join a gym! Cliche advice, but as I said with the running, exercise fuckin' helps.
If after a few days you don't feel any better, go to the doctor and get a valium prescription. You can reverse the slight "damage" done to your brain within a year or so. BUT only take the valium when you NEED it... usually before bed to help you get to sleep.
Good luck, and don't kill yourself! -
2016-08-28 at 7:28 PM UTC
go to the doctor and get a valium prescription
Sure i'll do that right after I hit the weed store for an ounce and buy some meth from a vending machine. CBT is the new first rate for depression and anxiety and it's bullshit that tells you to JOIN A GYM AND RUN AROUND!. Better yet take some SSRIs or mirtazapine and go on a mass shooting that ends with you dying by police.
If you want benzos just go on the darknet
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2016-08-28 at 9:32 PM UTC
Sure i'll do that right after I hit the weed store for an ounce and buy some meth from a vending machine. CBT is the new first rate for depression and anxiety and it's bullshit that tells you to JOIN A GYM AND RUN AROUND!. Better yet take some SSRIs or mirtazapine and go on a mass shooting that ends with you dying by police.
I wish i was smart enough to go on this darknet : (...i dont even know how to upload pictures on this site sniffy..sniffles..sniff..sniff
If you want benzos just go on the darknet -
2016-08-28 at 10:24 PM UTC
I wish i was smart enough to go on this darknet : (…i dont even know how to upload pictures on this site sniffy..sniffles..sniff..sniff
https://www.torproject.org/
https://www.deepdotweb.com/dark-net-...parison-chart/
There you go, it's not rocket surgery.
As for images, you don't have to upload anything you just hot link. If i wish to express my dissatisfaction with your post or general attitude i might be inclined to hot link an angry but kawaii animu loli like so:
You just take the image URL: http://img.memecdn.com/angry-loli-is..._o_6582579.jpg
And put it between BB code tags
[ img ]http://img.memecdn.com/angry-loli-is-brutal_o_6582579.jpg[ /img ]
Without spaces. I would have left them out on my own but Lanny has not bothered to fix the fact that BB code shouldn't be parsed if it's insidetags.
But you need not concern yourself with the intricacies of vBulletin magic just yet. -
2016-08-28 at 10:36 PM UTC
I wish i was smart enough to go on this darknet : (…i dont even know how to upload pictures on this site sniffy..sniffles..sniff..sniff
https://www.reddit.com/r/DarkNetMarketsNoobs/wiki/step-by-step
I might take a couple weeks to learn everything from scratch but its worth it. -
2016-08-28 at 10:43 PM UTCI know how it goes brah, I have OCD as well. and it's just something you will have to deal with. If you don't have OCD you will have something else to deal with. You have to learn to let go of things and let life take you where it does. The more you try to "control" certain things the worse It will feel. No bodys perfect, but this advice will make it easier on you.
I know I've told you before.. easier said than done...
You just have to tell yourself... this is my brain acting crazy again. It's more than likely 'trivial" but I know it feels very real. -
2016-08-28 at 10:53 PM UTCDon't worry, I am working on a book that will teach the next generation of kids how to buy drugs on the computer and it also includes tips and tricks for using the internet.
BBCode is your freund. -
2016-08-28 at 10:56 PM UTC
BBCode is your freund.
As is German mein freund, you can never go wrong with German. -
2016-08-28 at 11:32 PM UTCDon't listen to any of these guys they are all making it up ^
how you REALLY go about it is go to https://www.alibaba.com/ and type in whatever your looking for, look for a company that has experience shipping to the USA and google the company name (Ex. Changsha Choice Chemicals Ltd.) google them and contact directly.
AS for Nazicode. grab a link of your favorite may may or imgur it yourself and type in without spaces
just like zongo
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2016-08-28 at 11:44 PM UTCYo, Actor. I had this shit for most of my life. Even as a kid. I know what traumatized me but I won't talk about it here.
Smoking weed makes it worse. Or made it in my case as the shit just disappeared. I can close my eyes now without going to hell. I'm on heavy benzo cocktails, though. Maybe that's the reason but I don't think so. I think it just stopped.
I'm still depressed and have invase thoughts about suicide but no more fucked up shit.
Don't kill yourself, bro. I would be sad. -
2016-08-28 at 11:57 PM UTC
Sure i'll do that right after I hit the weed store for an ounce and buy some meth from a vending machine. CBT is the new first rate for depression and anxiety and it's bullshit that tells you to JOIN A GYM AND RUN AROUND!. Better yet take some SSRIs or mirtazapine and go on a mass shooting that ends with you dying by police.
If you want benzos just go on the darknet
Is that pokemon hentai? -
2016-08-29 at 12:57 AM UTC
Is that pokemon hentai?
Yes. That was my mousepad that I got when /b/ raided artscow in 09' and kept using the same coupon code to make gore and porn mousepads. Fucking chiners will print anything and ship it for a dollar.
I use the same company to this day to order a jumbo MDMA synthesis mouse pad.. I think I posted it last year on rdfrn. -
2016-08-29 at 2:54 AM UTCppl on this forum r dumpb
