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I'm still alive and kickin' unfortunately... I'm now in the most ghetto nursing home in the world.

  1. except the Pic line flush syringes don't have needles...might as well be a turkey marinade injector.
  2. Hellobadkitty Houston [fasten my mousey hotspur]
    Originally posted by hydromorphone Dude, I was given drugs dug out of the trash can from someone who either refused or missed a dose, or even copped from another patient, BY THE NURSE, yes, by the goddamned fucking nurse, and he lied and tried to say it was my pain meds, which it was fucking not… it was fucking 5mg ambiens. i later realized the guy wsn't trying to be a cunt, and his intention was good, but still… Had them have to dig gabapentin out of the trash to get my dose when they couldn't find my shit too. I laid here in WDs all night and most of the morning until the pharmacy finally got the shit here. I ended up buying some pills to tied me over (remember, I hadn't even been here a whole 24 hours yet either). Took me a day to get back on my antibiotics, and twice already two nurses forgot to give me my antibiotic IV shit. I haven't even been here a week.

    Today I bought some heroin, which, I broke off some for the guy who got it for me, and then I did the rest after doing a a test shot. I got pretty fucked off it, not meaning to get that fucky, but I'm not good at eyeballing shots.

    Yeah I believe that. We had nurses that used to take people's Fentanyl patches off of them and eat them. I've also seen residents beating on each other.
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  3. Originally posted by Cootehill Opiates really do hack your brain and change your perception of what is real in a manner that is unlike anything else I have ever tried.

    I guess you've never done meth then
  4. Literally the first sentence in an abstract from a paper on opioid dependence:

    Opioid tolerance, dependence, and addiction are all manifestations of brain changes resulting from chronic opioid abuse

    https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2851054/
  5. also all this bullshit of feeding hm's narcissism is getting old, there's obviously more going on here than just trolling
  6. my favorite song ever

  7. joerell African Astronaut [twine our circinate supersymmetry]
    I'm not even going to read all this BS...you're unstable. I'm sure 99% of what you state is total crap or fabricated from your high state. I've seen some pretty horrible units...none with the number of infractions you suggest. Patients using a PICC line don't have syringes in trash cans...the head ward nurse would not allow it. Plus soaking pills with hot water in syringes leave a different insertion mark that would be noticeable in your condition to any trained staff member and what you're probably doing is using a BINKY like in prison or stolen items. Even minimal bacteria on the head from a discarded syringe would eventually cause a reaction and you sound full of shit.
  8. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Originally posted by NARCassist lol @ autistic child §m£ÂgØL2 tho


    hey hydro, how you doing sweetheart?



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    hey, Sweetie, I'm hanging in there. i could be better, but at least I got me some hydromorphone to stick in my PICC. really glad to finally have wifi access now, and able to get on here and bullshit with you guys. You're definitely one of the few I was looking forward to chatting with again, as well as hoping you're doing alright. *hugs* Not to be all sappy and shit, but you're a good fella, and I'm glad to call you friend.

    What happened to Malice? Did he really go through with it? Anyone got any confirmation? I wanted so bad to be able to get on here and talk to him before he did it, but I didn't have wifi at the time. I really had a lot of love for him, and 1337 can confirm when he told me about the thread he made that I literally cried. I really didn't want Malice to end his life, but i can understand if he couldn't bear living anymore... just wish i got a chance to talk to him before he went, at least message him. I'm tearing up now thinking about it. Malice is/was a good guy despite his condition and course demeanor he fronted. Whatever the afterlife holds, if he really did do it, I hope he isn't suffering as he did in life.
  9. Originally posted by joerell I'm not even going to read all this BS…you're unstable. I'm sure 99% of what you state is total crap or fabricated from your high state. I've seen some pretty horrible units…none with the number of infractions you suggest. Patients using a PICC line don't have syringes in trash cans…the head ward nurse would not allow it. Plus soaking pills with hot water in syringes leave a different insertion mark that would be noticeable in your condition to any trained staff member and what you're probably doing is using a BINKY like in prison or stolen items. Even minimal bacteria on the head from a discarded syringe would eventually cause a reaction and you sound full of shit.

    you know you can buy 100 syringes online easily for like 20 bucks right?
  10. joerell African Astronaut [twine our circinate supersymmetry]
    True...I never said you couldn't. Not what OP did...claiming to use discarded syringes daily in a nursing facility and self administering drugs. Supposedly she's very ill and yet has the energy to do all this BS stealing drugs with no security. Full of shit and typical addict with no brain left. Even ghetto hospitals have some form of lock down and more considering who prowls through the halls.
  11. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Originally posted by joerell I'm not even going to read all this BS…you're unstable. I'm sure 99% of what you state is total crap or fabricated from your high state. I've seen some pretty horrible units…none with the number of infractions you suggest. Patients using a PICC line don't have syringes in trash cans…the head ward nurse would not allow it. Plus soaking pills with hot water in syringes leave a different insertion mark that would be noticeable in your condition to any trained staff member and what you're probably doing is using a BINKY like in prison or stolen items. Even minimal bacteria on the head from a discarded syringe would eventually cause a reaction and you sound full of shit.

    lol okay. I truly wish half the shit I have posted was bullshit, but unfortunately, it's not. Shit, I want to just record the shit to prove it. these nurses do drop their flushes in the trashcan next to my bed, and usually it's empty, or just has their gloves/swabs/shit they use or paper/cups I throw in it. I don't need a needle, because I have a port i just twist the flush on, you know, the same way they flush my line when they put my antibiotic drip on and take it off, it's not that hard. I use alcohol swabs I have copped to clean up my shit too. doesn't help either that some of these fucks use half used saline flushes anyway. I've had that happen a few times, which isn't cool.

    What 'insertion mark' are you talking about anyway? Do you know what a PICC line is even? WTF is a BINKY? I mean, I guess it would be considered 'stolen', since I'm grabbing them out of the trash, and they obviously aren't intended for me to IV, but... I seriously am getting them from out of the can next to my bed. All I have to do is reach my arm down and grab it. i am lucky as shit that way and thank my lucky stars shit is good like that.
  12. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Originally posted by joerell True…I never said you couldn't. Not what OP did…claiming to use discarded syringes daily in a nursing facility and self administering drugs. Supposedly she's very ill and yet has the energy to do all this BS stealing drugs with no security. Full of shit and typical addict with no brain left. Even ghetto hospitals have some form of lock down and more considering who prowls through the halls.

    I never claimed to steal drugs. Maybe you should reread, if you even read at all... oh, that's right, you didn't. the NURSES, in order to give me my prescribed dose of an unscheduled medicine, gabapentin, had to dig through the trash, on the side of their medicine cart to be able to get me my dose one time. This isn't a hospital, it's a nursing facility, which is much more lax, and this one in particular is ghetto as fuck all, which I never would believe had I not seen it for myself.

    I WAS extremely bad off for a while there. I was having fevers, chills, and had to have 3 surgeries on my knee/leg in the past month, but I'm doing a lot better. I'm getting around, mobile and while energy wise, not as good as I was before obviously, I have enough and other than the pain, I'm doing okay. The real scary part is the infection that's still in the bone and joint, and why I need 6 weeks of iV antibioitics at least, which may turn into more down the road. I may live with this infection for the rest of my life, which i'm hoping i'm one of the lucky ones and it won't be that way.
  13. joerell African Astronaut [twine our circinate supersymmetry]
    How can you legally prove it if you are stealing discarded syringes from trash cans and self administering drugs in a controlled unit you shouldn't be using. You're an idiot...if you don't even know what a BINKY is STFU. Assuming you steal syringes having no money I've seen many addicts use them over and over again even out of prison and without sterilzation. If you're using a peripherally inserted C-catheter I still think you're full of shit...also because you probably don't have a private room and claim to be mobile. If any of this is true the unit should be shut down and especially if it's a regional state hospital. You also seem proud of what you're doing and sound like a total moron. Who cares...geeeez.
  14. Technologist victim of incest
    Jake,

    Why you getting so riled up about this? Is it because your old girlfriend, the “nurse” ODd on morphine in your presence? Weren’t you questioned about it? Oh yeah, you were!

    Quit judging people you idiot!
  15. Glokula's Homabla African Astronaut
    Originally posted by greenplastic my favorite song ever


    GABBER RESPKT
  16. Originally posted by Glokula's Homabla GABBER RESPKT

    i listened to goretrance x 6 times in a row yesterday and it was just as awesome every single time
  17. Glokula's Homabla African Astronaut
    turn it up louder
  18. Cootehill African Astronaut [my unsymmetrically blurry oregano]
    Originally posted by greenplastic I guess you've never done meth then

    I think I have ADHD or something, meth makes me feel normal.
  19. joerell African Astronaut [twine our circinate supersymmetry]
    Originally posted by Technologist Jake,

    Why you getting so riled up about this? Is it because your old girlfriend, the “nurse” ODd on morphine in your presence? Weren’t you questioned about it? Oh yeah, you were!

    Quit judging people you idiot!

    I'm not riled up about anything and I had no old girlfriend who ODed on morphine in my presence as no crime was ever committed. Just sick rumors created by psychopaths like yourself who make up stories to hide your own evil and how insane you really are. No wonder your son the druggie beat you up and you lost your job. I actually classify OP in your type of group always lying and blaming others for the misery you caused in your life including to others. Your satanic nature is peeking through and you know that karma will eventually consume you totally since you are full of hate. You always prove how insane you are and yet this is your regular MO. Everyone knows you're a sick woman and obviously you are getting worse.
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  20. Originally posted by Cootehill I think I have ADHD or something, meth makes me feel normal.

    it makes everyone feel normal, it's just everyone else that thinks you're insane
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