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2018-06-09 at 5:10 AM UTCTrue story?
Originally posted by Fonaplats When you become suicidal and choose to die, nothing stops you.
When you become suicidal and are scared of death a fucking clover or breeze can stop you.
I have never met someone who actually wanted to die that did not die.
I know many people who were suicidal (including myself) who survived because of something simple or silly.
When I was 21 I was very addicted to drugs, super depressed and ready to die.
So I went outside and took an 1/8th or 3/16th inch braided rusted steel cabled and made a loop and secured the loop with fasteners.
Then I tossed it up over a tree branch.
I climbed up the tree a bit and stuck my head through and dropped.
My noose was never meant to tighten.
I wanted a slow painful death.
I hung there unable to breath.
I was chocking and my body was fighting.
It drove the rusty cable into my neck and pierced parts of my skin.
Then my buddy walked back and saw me dangling and turning purple.
He asked "WTF are you doing?"
I couldn't reply.
Then he said "I got some really good weed."
My eyes were popping out of my head and all I heard was weed.
So I reached up and with all the strength I had left I pulled myself up just enough to pop my head loose.
My hands were bleeding from the cable.
I fell to the ground.
I laid there trying to breath.
My neck bleeding.
He brings me a blunt.
I take a hit.
Choking and blowing snot out of my nose I got on all fours and he put his hand on my back.
He tells me "It will be okay. I have weed"
I take another hit.
A minute later the cops come and the fire department.
My neighbor had called 911 after seeing me in a tree.
I try to talk my way out but with rust and blood around my neck they were not buying it.
Hospital or jail they told me.
I chose hospital.
There I escaped and went home to smoke more pot and get drunk.
Took me several more months before I sought treatment for my addiction.
I wanted to die many many times but that is the most traumatic and close I ever came.
Sure I ODed a lot but this was me doing it under my own control.
It felt great having that control.
That power.
But…
I was selfish..
I did not think of the pain my family or friends would go through.
I have a daily reminder of my suicide attempt due to a pre-existing neck injury that it aggravated.
And last year on this very day,
I had to go to my best friends funeral.
He had shot himself in the head on May 26th out in the woods.
It took 5 days to find him and the heat, rain and animals had fucked his corpse up.
So he was cremated.
And his family never got closure.
No suicide note.
Nothing.
I never got to say goodbye.
I miss him so much.
It hurt so bad.
At first it was shock.
Then I was confused and upset.
After a couple days it turned to extreme anger and a feeling of abandonment.
I miss my best friend.
Suicide is no joke.
Please do not joke about it.
And if you ever do feel suicidal please call someone.
What do you have to lose?
Remember that whatever you are feeling WILL pass.
Fona-fone (937) 522-1751
I always keep this card in my wallet.
I suffer from depression and delusions.
And who knows if I might find myself trying to help someone else and need it to give them.
I love you guys.
Please don't be selfish.
If you feel a certain way, just try to talk to someone.
And if it doesn't make it better then call someone else.
And someone else.
People do care.
I care.
Call me.
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2018-06-09 at 5:11 AM UTCno its not a true story he's just trolling you idiot
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2018-06-09 at 5:13 AM UTC
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2018-06-09 at 5:16 AM UTC
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2018-06-09 at 5:18 AM UTClike he literally has his number posted in his thread dumbass, he post it all the time lol
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2018-06-09 at 5:18 AM UTCsince you might be legally stupid i'll help you out
Fona-fone (937) 522-1751
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2018-06-09 at 5:24 AM UTCWhoa, triple rage-post. How drunk are you right now Bill Krozby?
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2018-06-09 at 5:27 AM UTC
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2018-06-09 at 5:30 AM UTCall i was saying was its obviously not a true story... and then you started calling me blind... and i called you out for not just asking him.. lol
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2018-06-09 at 5:33 AM UTCand you didn't even have anything to add to his story just "true story?!" so you just rehashed his obvious troll thread because you can't make threads of your own
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2018-06-09 at 5:34 AM UTCum that^'s fonas big bromo i think its O.K. for him to weigh in on his lil bromoThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-06-09 at 5:35 AM UTC
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2018-06-09 at 5:38 AM UTCIf op actually cared about MY BROMO he would actually come on to tinychat and not act like a panty waisted faggot and ask fonoplants himself or call him, thats my point. OP is a fucking retard. And so is fonaplats but he's my retard
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2018-06-09 at 6:19 AM UTCniggerThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-06-09 at 7:08 AM UTCMore like SPECIAL AGENT STEELE
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2018-06-09 at 8 AM UTC
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2018-06-09 at 8:03 AM UTCIf we took a vote on who should kill themselves you'd hang by first light. Faggot.
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2018-06-09 at 8:11 AM UTCofficer andrew
