2015-07-07 at 7:23 PM UTC
I'm used to never being sober but now that I am it's like what am I supposed to do in my free time? Hours go by so slowly and I've been laying in bed half of the day waiting for the time to go by because there is nothing to do at all. Yeah I can play video games or read or watch TV but am I supposed to do that for 8 hours a day? Every day? I have so little going on in my life I'm really having a hard time understanding what activity means
2015-07-07 at 7:31 PM UTC
no, you must feel good all of the time, always, and if you don't feel good for 2 minutes you must fantasize about suicide, because nothing exists except the present moment
2015-07-07 at 9:54 PM UTC
teach yourself something you find interesting.
2015-07-08 at 2:21 AM UTC
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2015-07-19 at 8:54 PM UTC
No but really I don't fucking know. I feel like shit. I'm sober today cept for nutmeg and seroquel and caffeine/energy drinks but this shit is medicine. Fantasising about suicide gives me upregulation of teh dopamines