I'll be in my basement room With a needle and a spoon And another girl to take my pain away

1. 2018-05-31 at 8:41 AM UTC

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   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   My dad told me he was gonna kill himself when I was a kid once and this exact version of this song was playing.
   
   It's just a memory that sticks in my head of him crying and giving me all the money in his wallet and he wrote the suicide note in front of me and asked me to read it to see what my mom would think.
   
   
2. 2018-05-31 at 8:42 AM UTC

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   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   At least you knew your dad
3. 2018-05-31 at 8:47 AM UTC

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   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   I'm just kidding, that fucking sucks if true
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   • aldra
4. 2018-05-31 at 8:50 AM UTC

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   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   trauma bundy
5. 2018-05-31 at 9:05 AM UTC

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   aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
   your dad sounds like a piece of shit
   
   
   he cares what his wife thinks, but he cared little enough about you to involve you in a suicide attempt
6. 2018-05-31 at 9:05 AM UTC

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   aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
   was it you that said your dad went missing?
   
   did you ever find him
7. 2018-05-31 at 9:37 AM UTC

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   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by Juicebox At least you knew your dad

   
   He's still alive lol he didn't go through with it.
   
   

   Originally posted by aldra was it you that said your dad went missing?
   
   did you ever find him

   
   Yes it turned out he just dropped his phone
8. 2018-05-31 at 9:40 AM UTC

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   ThatsHot Yung Blood
   This song has come to life.
   
   Your Dad had good taste.
   
   I am sorry your Dad put you threw that.
   
   How old were you?
   
   We Will never know how deeply people are hurting, I mean to kill yourself?
   
   Remember after the attack on the World trade center and it was on fire...then we started to see people, a lot of people jump out the windows knowing that they would not survive the fall.
   
   I can't imagine how bad it must of been up there. It had to be pretty bad when jumping 100 story's to your death was the better option.
   
   It must have been hell.
   
   Death for your dad was his only option I guess.
   
   I am sorry you had to have this happen in your life.
   
   When someone takes their own life its not to hurt anyone, all it is to them is an end to the pain.
9. 2018-05-31 at 9:41 AM UTC

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   ThatsHot Yung Blood
   You suck
10. 2018-05-31 at 9:41 AM UTC

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    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
    no u
11. 2018-05-31 at 9:42 AM UTC

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    NARCassist gollums fat coach

    Originally posted by ThatsHot This song has come to life.
    
    Your Dad had good taste.
    
    I am sorry your Dad put you threw that.
    
    How old were you?
    
    We Will never know how deeply people are hurting, I mean to kill yourself?
    
    Remember after the attack on the World trade center and it was on fire…then we started to see people, a lot of people jump out the windows knowing that they would not survive the fall.
    
    I can't imagine how bad it must of been up there. It had to be pretty bad when jumping 100 story's to your death was the better option.
    
    It must have been hell.
    
    Death for your dad was his only option I guess.
    
    I am sorry you had to have this happen in your life.
    
    When someone takes their own life its not to hurt anyone, all it is to them is an end to the pain.

    
    yes blood
    
    
    
    
    
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12. 2018-05-31 at 9:49 AM UTC

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    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by ThatsHot How old were you?

    
    I was like 11 or 12 years old.
    
    I remember coming home and my dad was crying and he wanted to sit down and talk to me about something. I thought he was just going away to work somewhere but nope he drops a bunch of suicidal divorced depression stuff on me.
    
    I took the money and went and played video games and then he asked for the money back and we never talked about it again.
13. 2018-05-31 at 12:20 PM UTC

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    WE SMOOTH African Astronaut
    That's gangsta as hell, your dad is bad ass.
14. 2018-05-31 at 2 PM UTC

    #14
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    He also showed me this song when he was smoking crack.
    
    
15. 2018-05-31 at 4:09 PM UTC

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    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by NARCassist yes blood
    
    
    
    
    
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    That man looks half African American half Mexican.
16. 2018-05-31 at 4:22 PM UTC

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    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    this version is better
    
17. 2018-05-31 at 4:28 PM UTC

    #17
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by NARCassist yes blood
    
    
    
    
    
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    i dunno maybe its because I'm baked and haven't slept for a while but I see a penguin falling backwards doing this with its beak
    
    
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18. 2018-05-31 at 4:33 PM UTC

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    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by NARCassist yes blood
    
    
    
    
    
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    It is easy to down jump.
    Anyone can down jump.
    It is up jumping that is hard.
19. 2018-05-31 at 5:06 PM UTC

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    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
20. 2018-05-31 at 5:42 PM UTC

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    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition

    Originally posted by Something Squirrel i dunno maybe its because I'm baked and haven't slept for a while but I see a penguin falling backwards doing this with its beak
    
    

    
    I really had to try but now I can't not see it