2015-09-17 at 4:19 PM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
About 3 months ago I met a girl online who was significantly older than me, she ended up coming over to my place after I got out of my wife beating class. I felt awkward because I was already drunk and my place was trashed because I'd been working/party so much I didnt have time to clean up. I dont really remember what we talked about , i just remember her petting my cat on my couch then I asked her if she wanted to lay down and listen to music. I was half laying on top of her and it looked like she wanted to kiss me but I held off for a while and kept ranting about whatever it was I was going on about at the time. Of course we ent up fucking. For the next few weeks I kept seeing her at the same time every thursday. The second time we hung out she told me she was moving back to DC for her teaching job at george town university, I didnt really care at the time.
We went out to eat a few times, went to see a couple of my favorite bands. Several times she brought over her vicodin for me which was a real treat considering I hadn't done any drugs in 10 months. She was a drummer and had a few tattoos and I usually don't like tattoos on girls but she was just really hot. The sex was terrible when we first met for some reason despite me being attracted to her. (the first few times after she left my place and I'd go to sleep, id start dreaming about her laying in bed with me)
A few days ago we went to the lake and I was like fuck it, and took her swim suit off and fucked her in broad day light, it was so hot to be holding her over my legs I came and I knew we made it. She told me she wanted to stay at my place for the night because otherwise she was going to have to sleep on an air matress at her place (since she was moving in two days she already shipped her stuff off) she went to dinner with some of her gf's and came back with a couple brews for me. When we got up in the morning and she was getting dressed to leave I didnt know what to do I was making coffee but I felt awkward knowing that this is the last time I'm probably ever going to see her.
She asked If I would move to DC with her but i'm not sure if I can or how long it would take for me to get my shit together here in austin to be able to do that.
2015-09-17 at 4:27 PM UTC
See? Stupid kids and the mess they create. Now you have to decide between them and her, and it seems pretty fucking lame to move across the country far away from your children in order to be with someone who you've known for 3 months, but that's probably what your heart wants, and it's probably not inherently wrong to WANT that. I guess I would feel bad for your kids if you even in fact see them that often, I don't remember every really talking to you about them (them right? multiple kids?). Either way, that's a decision only you can make and I guess you have to feel comfortable doing whatever you do. If nothing else, you can let her move up there and get herself situated and then potentially move in with her down the line, but knowing you, you don't seem the long-distance relationship type of guy and would probably wind up finding a new girl with a matter of months to whom your equally as infatuated with.
2015-09-17 at 4:45 PM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
I only have one kid, a daughter who turns 3 in a month. Its a lose lose situation the way I see it. I will pay keep paying the child support, but thats not really the thing holding me back from leaving. I'm on probation for another 3 years. I can get it transfered over if I want. But like you said It seems crazy to move in with a girl I barely know. I am old enough to be prudent about things like that. But its just how I feel right now. Thats why I told her I won't do that. But I've still been thinking about it. Yeah, I will never have another kid again unless I have stable income and its with someone I actually love.
2015-09-18 at 12:19 AM UTC
Stay in Texas for you kids sake.
2015-09-18 at 12:31 AM UTC
Bill Krozbyler's Wieners. Charmed to meat 'cha! Do the wienermobile and take both girls with you on the crazy trip.
