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Where was your life 5 years ago
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2018-05-08 at 2:30 PM UTCMay 8th 2013,
Lets see I was 19 years old back then and had a job driving forklift and selling hydroponic supplies, made about $12 an hour, did lots of overtime and sold weed to highschool kids made about an extra $1000 a month on top of my wagecuck day job.
I lived in a 2bedroom apartment with a girl I had a kid with and my best friend (who is currently in a mental hospital)
I was in a pretty good spot, I worked at the store that supplies all the weed growers in town and all the towns around us, I knew EVERYONE in 100 miles that grows weed indoor and out and they all know me. I was getting stupid good deals on pounds of weed, hash, BHO, oil, outdoor weed, edibles, green dragon you name it.
I probably knew about 50 different people involved in various cannabis businesses at one time, christmas 2012 I got so much weed stuff I don't even remember most of the year to be honest I was solid 10/10 stoned every minute of 2012-2013
I had jars of different strains, a dozen different types of hash, a bunch of various oils, shatter, budder, iso, etc.
I think the coolest thing I tried was the THC infused beef jerky. I made a 1000mg edible by accident once and came out of a semi blackout in an alley at 3pm holding a chinese food menu and I had no idea how I got there or where I got the menu so I just went home.
I used to post on Zoklet flasks and beakers and various chemistry and weed/drug boards back then under the name "mr.420happy" but I didn't really start posting much until rdfrn.com in 2015.
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2018-05-08 at 3:16 PM UTCMe in 2013:
Major pothead hikikomori cyberpunk "girl" listening to cloud rap and yung lean all day, hanging out with my tomodachis in garry's mod cinema watching various videos.
Also had an obsession for Atrax Morgue at the time, I made this:
Me in 2018:
Homeless living out of car.
Sober.
Spending my time dedicated to exposing the jedis and playing Pokemon Go.
This is my theme song:
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2018-05-08 at 3:27 PM UTCIn 2013 my Mom died, my office closed (lost my job), and my boyfriend broke up with me lol.
5 years ago sucked major dick. Thank God that’s over. -
2018-05-08 at 3:29 PM UTCI am trying really hard to remember.
Its really weird not being able to remember things.
The last 9 years all kinda blur and most of the time i have to look up my criminal record to see what it was I was doing over those years.
2018 minus 5 equals 2013
so...
I was...
22.
about to turn 23.
I think I was mostly sober.
I mean yeah sure I was drinking a lot of hard liquor but that was it i think.
Maybe some weed.
Playing prison block.
and um....
I was like a year out of my first real extended stay at a dual diagnosis/drug treatment.
I think I was posting on zoklet.
and I was dealing with my grandparents cancers.
I moved in with them to care for them.
I was feeding them tons of comfort meds and I am proud to say I wasnt stealing and eating them.
My dad had given me a car to take care of them so I was happy.
I thought I had my life together.
Damn was I wrong.
Oh and Emily was still very much a part of my daily life.
She was turning me into a filthy stupid whore.
And I had sex with a girl for the first time.
She was a prositute that smells of listerine and black and milds. Had stretch marks for days. I couldn't even get off to her pussy. I think I came after a long dick sucking though. -
2018-05-08 at 3:33 PM UTC
Originally posted by Fonaplats I am trying really hard to remember.
Its really weird not being able to remember things.
The last 9 years all kinda blur and most of the time i have to look up my criminal record to see what it was I was doing over those years.
2018 minus 5 equals 2013
so…
I was…
22.
about to turn 23.
I think I was mostly sober.
I mean yeah sure I was drinking a lot of hard liquor but that was it i think.
Maybe some weed.
Playing prison block.
and um….
I was like a year out of my first real extended stay at a dual diagnosis/drug treatment.
I think I was posting on zoklet.
and I was dealing with my grandparents cancers.
I moved in with them to care for them.
I was feeding them tons of comfort meds and I am proud to say I wasnt stealing and eating them.
My dad had given me a car to take care of them so I was happy.
I thought I had my life together.
Damn was I wrong.
Oh and Emily was still very much a part of my daily life.
She was turning me into a filthy stupid whore.
And I had sex with a girl for the first time.
She was a prositute that smells of listerine and black and milds. Had stretch marks for days. I couldn't even get off to her pussy. I think I came after a long dick sucking though.
And I was going through a quarter life crises and buying a lot of guns and ammo.
And I was making flower boxes too! -
2018-05-08 at 3:43 PM UTCMay 8th, 2013 would have been when I was homeless. Just got out of jail for a bunch of stupid shit I'd done while smoking meth with the cutest lil fallen angel girl.
So I was probably panhandling and playing vidya at the local net cafe. -
2018-05-08 at 3:44 PM UTCI wish my town had arcades and net cafes
I wanna meet other people like me around here ;_; -
2018-05-08 at 3:49 PM UTC
Originally posted by Hikikomori-Yume I wish my town had arcades and net cafes
I wanna meet other people like me around here ;_;
Net cafes are great. It was during the height of League of Legends' popularity too, so the place was full as fuck with people playing together. Good times. You should find one.
Good times. T_T -
2018-05-08 at 3:51 PM UTC20 years old at university, working a shitty part-time job, dealing, in a dysfunctional relationship with an 8.5/10 Lithuanian bitch with borderline personality disorder who tried to frequently "commit suicide" and attempted to kill me multiple times. I had a severe rotating drug abuse schedule (cocaine one day, benzos another, then alcohol, then shrooms, then some shitty RC, while smoking weed everyday and spending one or two days sober a week max). I was one of the editors for my university magazine (I got fired for publishing some right-wing "propaganda") and a co-founder of a boutique events management company that barely made any money but made me cheat on my girlfriend at least once a month. I was overwhelmed with stress, anxiety, paranoia, delirium. I probably slept an average of 6 hours a day for the whole year. If I didn't have an IQ just slightly below sploo level I wouldn't have made it work. 2013 was actually one of the most fucked up and eye-opening years of my life. The craziest part? I did this all while trolling vizier on Zoklet to the point where he actually came to visit me in London
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2018-05-08 at 3:52 PM UTCI was in one of the most difficult times of my life. Can’t really get into details, but I have overcome and that is over👍🏻 Usually when I look back at my life/decisions I realize how much I’ve learned along the way. I was very different 5 years ago, and even more so than 5 years before that.
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2018-05-08 at 3:57 PM UTCI was not addicted to opiates and writing music and working hard and exercizing four hours a day. 2013 was a great year and my life is much shittier now and I need to get my shit together.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-05-08 at 4:13 PM UTC
Originally posted by Daily 20 years old at university, working a shitty part-time job, dealing, in a dysfunctional relationship with an 8.5/10 Lithuanian bitch with borderline personality disorder who tried to frequently "commit suicide" and attempted to kill me multiple times. I had a severe rotating drug abuse schedule (cocaine one day, benzos another, then alcohol, then shrooms, then some shitty RC, while smoking weed everyday and spending one or two days sober a week max). I was one of the editors for my university magazine (I got fired for publishing some right-wing "propaganda") and a co-founder of a boutique events management company that barely made any money but made me cheat on my girlfriend at least once a month. I was overwhelmed with stress, anxiety, paranoia, delirium. I probably slept an average of 6 hours a day for the whole year. If I didn't have an IQ just slightly below sploo level I wouldn't have made it work. 2013 was actually one of the most fucked up and eye-opening years of my life. The craziest part? I did this all while trolling vizier on Zoklet to the point where he actually came to visit me in London
Maybe I shouldn’t have laughed but I did -
2018-05-08 at 4:14 PM UTCI will check my diary tonight and get back to you!!
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2018-05-08 at 6:26 PM UTCMay 2013 I had just gotten my first promotion at my first career job after college. I moved from front desk on one floor to front desk lead on the busiest floor and got to oversee the other front desk people at a local coworking space and tech accelerator. Even though I was throwing myself into work more than booze compared to my days avaoiding the real world when I was working part time at world market and part time at a salon on the front desk, I was still clearly drinking about my dads death. I would go into work with massive hangovers and make it look easy. Haha. I think by that point I had maybe started going on dates with a coworker that is still an on again off again FWB thing depending on if we’re single. I was making a lot of great connections in the local tech/entrepreneur scene and some of the companies that coworked at my space were starting to consider me an unofficial member of their team and inciting me to happy hours and free concerts and shit. Those were some carefree days, but I’m much happier and well adjusted these days. Wait... that was 2014...
2013 I was about to graduate from college and was living in an apartment off campus. My roommate and I threw the best parties and I think I had just started seeing my neighbor across the hall. I wasn’t smoking weed then, but I did RCs a few times with my other neighbor that summer. My parents were also going through a divorce and I’d just found out I’d be moving home to the house with just my dad because my mom and sister had moved out. -
2018-05-08 at 6:32 PM UTC
Originally posted by -mal- May 2013 I had just gotten my first promotion at my first career job after college. I moved from front desk on one floor to front desk lead on the busiest floor and got to oversee the other front desk people at a local coworking space and tech accelerator. Even though I was throwing myself into work more than booze compared to my days avaoiding the real world when I was working part time at world market and part time at a salon on the front desk, I was still clearly drinking about my dads death. I would go into work with massive hangovers and make it look easy. Haha. I think by that point I had maybe started going on dates with a coworker that is still an on again off again FWB thing depending on if we’re single. I was making a lot of great connections in the local tech/entrepreneur scene and some of the companies that coworked at my space were starting to consider me an unofficial member of their team and inciting me to happy hours and free concerts and shit. Those were some carefree days, but I’m much happier and well adjusted these days. Wait… that was 2014…
2013 I was about to graduate from college and was living in an apartment off campus. My roommate and I threw the best parties and I think I had just started seeing my neighbor across the hall. I wasn’t smoking weed then, but I did RCs a few times with my other neighbor that summer. My parents were also going through a divorce and I’d just found out I’d be moving home to the house with just my dad because my mom and sister had moved out.
So you became manager at the dollar general? -
2018-05-08 at 6:48 PM UTCSure, fona. If that’s what makes sense to you.
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2018-05-08 at 8:05 PM UTCFona is nuts
