I ate my pills this morning.
They made me feel normal and weird.
I was manic.
I got a lot done.
I started by getting all the yard decorations out for summer and I hooked up my hoses to wash them off.
I cleaned up the dog poop because it is trash day tomorrow.
I got the trash gathered up and out.
I have begun a restoration project on my fabulous flower box that I made 5 years ago that has since been neglected and is broken into pieces.
Then after all that my sister-in-law stopped by with my niece and we went to a comic book store and bought dice for Dungeons and Dragons.
Then we went to Panara Bread and had sandwhiches.
After that we went to the park and looked for morel mushrooms.
We didn't find any but that is okay because I jumped in a creek and have confirmed that my boots are indeed water proof.
We have made plans to hang out again.
Soon I will have a thread on the restoration of my flower box and I am also planning to make her a bench for her patio.
Here is my flower box 5 years ago when it was first made and looked good.
Here is my flower box now after 5 years of neglect. I am going to fix ity and make it look brand new. Most of the wood is still okay but I need to use screws and replace some pieces.
I took my pills and felt manic and calm and outgoing.
I went and did fun stuff.
Work called and offered me a job close to my house. I am going to call them back tomorrow and hopefully get it.
I am so happy today.
I went hiking in the woods.
I talked to people.
I had a fun time.
I am going to try and get over my anxiety and get a haircut tonight or tomorrow so I have confidence.
I do not like feeling like I do but I have to say I have got a lot done and I am happy and proud I did stuff today.
Tomorrow I think I will take my pills again and try to find a psychiatrist.
I need to be honest with my mom and tell her I need help and that I am having troubles mentally.
I know I can turn my life around and be as awesome as I dream I am.
I am going to do my best to keep improving my life.
I am Fonaplats.
I have succeeded and I am happy.
I love you guys.
