2018-04-09 at 5:30 PM UTC
I just can not stand me anymore. You all suck.
2018-04-09 at 5:30 PM UTC
I am sory. I just hate myself. Fuck me
2018-04-09 at 5:31 PM UTC
whered u go i thought we were gonna kic it
signed ,
big l
2018-04-09 at 5:32 PM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
Were you happier on zoklet? I remember you being active but I don't think we ever talked. I didn't really post in TRT or go on tinychat back then.
2018-04-09 at 5:32 PM UTC
I was happier. But now i am just so depressed all the time. There is no point in going on with this lie.
2018-04-09 at 5:33 PM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
Why were you happier? was it drugs, or something genuinely different about your life?
2018-04-09 at 5:35 PM UTC
I was happier because some of my friends were still alive. Now I am just a broken middle aged drug addict with no enjoyment in life. There is seriously nothing i am happy about. Everything is fake and imaginary and all my dreams involve me being way cooler than I am or ever will be
2018-04-09 at 5:37 PM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
If it was friends that made you happy, maybe try to make some new ones? Your posts make me think you don't get out much; most people need human contact. Do you have a job? Try some volunteer work if you don't need one
2018-04-09 at 5:38 PM UTC
I will have a job tomorrow. I do not want new friends. It took me decades to make those ones special friendships but they have all been taken out by agent orange and suicide.
2018-04-09 at 5:39 PM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
I don't know you, and I don't personally care a lot if you want to off yourself, which you seem to be alluding to
That's a very final decision though, so I figure you should try to find a way to be happy before you pull the trigger, so to speak
2018-04-09 at 5:41 PM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
there was a time back then that you had to make those friendships - it sucks to have to start again, but there's not really any way around that. if you meet enough people, you'll eventually find some that you feel are worth being around
2018-04-09 at 5:41 PM UTC
i would rather hang myself with an old rust steel cable like last time. I enjoyed the pain it brought
2018-04-09 at 5:41 PM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
that sounds a bit gay to be honest
2018-04-09 at 6:22 PM UTC
I've called you thrice. No answer. No voicemail. Fuck YOU.
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2018-04-09 at 6:49 PM UTC
phonaplats wants a phone call?
can you handle it?
