How disillusioned are you?

1. 2018-04-08 at 1:03 PM UTC

   #1
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   I was smoking my morning cigarette and started wondering things like I usually do and then I realized that I have no way of knowing if I am disillusioned and/or disconnected from reality.
2. 2018-04-08 at 2:53 PM UTC

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   Bueno motherfucker
3. 2018-04-08 at 3:02 PM UTC

   #3
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   The reason I made this thread is because I have a court ordered psych evaluation tomorrow. I thought I was doing pretty damn good having not touched drugs in many months. Now all I think about all day is "omgosh, everyone thinks I am crazy and I am not even high". I have been locked in a psych hospital a few years ago for a month and they drugged me and I was tied to a bed and all sorts of bad things happened. I do not want hat to happen again. I can not be accused of another sex crime.
4. 2018-04-08 at 3:06 PM UTC

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   aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
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5. 2018-04-08 at 3:35 PM UTC

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   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by Fonaplats The reason I made this thread is because I have a court ordered psych evaluation tomorrow. I thought I was doing pretty damn good having not touched drugs in many months. Now all I think about all day is "omgosh, everyone thinks I am crazy and I am not even high". I have been locked in a psych hospital a few years ago for a month and they drugged me and I was tied to a bed and all sorts of bad things happened. I do not want hat to happen again. I can not be accused of another sex crime.

   
   On the contrary I think you NEED drugs. You’re just a messed up, broken person and some appropriately prescribed meds in the proper dosages will probably be good for you. My advice is, go into this psych eval with an open mind and don’t be afraid to accept help
6. 2018-04-08 at 3:40 PM UTC

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   WE SMOOTH African Astronaut

   Originally posted by Fox Paws On the contrary I think you NEED drugs. You’re just a messed up, broken person and some appropriately prescribed meds in the proper dosages will probably be good for you. My advice is, go into this psych eval with an open mind and don’t be afraid to accept help

   
   They're gonna prescribe this nigga some mind killers.
   
   The best advice I can give to be disillusioned and fly under the radar is to put all your hatred for the world into effort at your profession. Realize the world doesn't need hating just to be taken with a grain, son.
7. 2018-04-08 at 3:45 PM UTC

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   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   This is serious you guys. I am really scared they are going to lock me up in a hospital again. I do not know how to talk to these people. Is there some sort of practice test?
8. 2018-04-08 at 3:48 PM UTC

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   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   Just act normal for fuck’s sake. I’m BEING serious, I mean you must have some inkling that you are extremely fucked up. So when you have an urge to say/do some weird shit, just don’t. I don’t know what else to say man.
9. 2018-04-08 at 3:53 PM UTC

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   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   But I do not know I am doing it until after the fact. Someone usually has to point out to me when I am not acting "normal"
10. 2018-04-08 at 4:02 PM UTC

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    Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    I have set the veil of Maya on fire: http://www3.nd.edu/~dhoward1/A%20Peek%20Behind%20the%20Veil%20of%20Maya.pdf
11. 2018-04-08 at 4:06 PM UTC

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    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    I haven't slept since before friday.
12. 2018-04-08 at 4:50 PM UTC

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    benny vader YELLOW GHOST

    Originally posted by Fonaplats But I do not know I am doing it until after the fact. Someone usually has to point out to me when I am not acting "normal"

    
    whats normal or abnormal are just mob rules.