2018-04-07 at 1:14 PM UTC
After many years of heavy drug use I find that not only are my teeth not as sharp as they once was but my mind is not either. I see many of you post big words here and I just sound them out and get depressed because I do not know what they mean and I do not use big words. It might be my down syndrome making me retarded but I think I remember making good posts before and now I am not. I had to go to that job orientation the other day and there were 8 or 9 other people there all filling out the same forms and I was the last one to finish and I didn't even finish it. I just got agrivated and then started writing n/a under the questions I couldn't understamd. I try to remember things but most of the last 10 years is blank. I recall bits and pieces but there are entire years I do not remember.
2018-04-07 at 1:24 PM UTC
It's fairly normal to feel retarded sometimes. The brain isn't like a computer, but people expect it to be. Most people just bluff and act like they're way smarter than they are and hope no one finds out.
