1 is too many and a thousand is never enough.
Now my sobriety is started all over again.
Yesterday I went to get a job and after the interveiw I walked next door to the gas station about bought a few beers.
I went home but my internet was down so I drank my beer pretty quick.
Then I needed more beer.
Luckily I live really close to a liquor store.
Bought 6 more beers
I come home and internet is back on so I hang out in tinychat and drink.
I fall asleep for an hour.
Wake up still drunk and I run into the wall...
I run into another wall...
I fall down...
This keeps going for a while until I manage to find more beer and sit down.
I proceed to get drunker...
I make a pizza.
I burn my mouth on the pizza
I call up my bitch.wrong number...
I call up my bitch againDamn it I called the wrong person again, but I go onto talk to them for 45 minutes anyways.
Dude is eating shrooms and I am jealous.
I call up my bitchShe answers and makes me feel like a billion bucks. She knows what I like to hear. She cant come over though, no ride.
I am fucking tired now.
I eat some sleeping pills and pop an ibuprofen.
Wait for a few minutes while listening to music.
I go out to have a before bed smoke.
Suddenly I do not feel well...
Uh-Oh!
Damn it! Now I need to take more sleeping pills.
I take some and go back to smoke again.
I dont feel well still...
Fuck my life.
Woke up today and I was sooo thirsty and had to pee.
Get drink and pee and go to bed
An hour later I am thirsty and peeing
An hour later I got to poop.
Poop is gross
Now I lay in bed awake for hours hoping my headache goes away.
It goes away.
My house is a mess and I need to clean it. Also I am out all my money again.
My mom is not going to be happy with me.
