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Taking a ten year hiatus.
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2018-03-15 at 10:07 AM UTCAs mentioned in Zanick's recent thread about bad drug experiences, I would like to introduce a concept.
You guys probably have stopped watching movies completely. I know the last good movie I watched was this Justin Timberlake movie called "in time" where people are genetically engineered to only live so long due to overpopulation. So what we're looking at guys is basically a 5 years of shit movies at a time when societal resource production has been at an all time high. We have the power of the entire world/internet in the palm of our hand we're just sitting there masturbating to porn.
The idea I want to do is basically take on a regular regiment of psychotics for ten years. What am a I going to do while tripping for ten years? Good question. I'm going to sleep all day in my bed listening to music while feeling like shit. Keep all my thoughts in one place. I could try writing or just memorizing the dreams I have. But this ten years goes by, then what happens? I come back here and give y'all the best dreams I've came up with.
It'd be cool to have a girlfriend. I contacted this girl I fucked with a little bit last year. But basically her role would be to cook/grocery shop while I do my usual head of household duties. But I long for the days when I can devote my time to creative expression.
Ugh I feel like poo right now guys, I have to eat. Feel free to weigh in and tell me what you think, suggestions and criticisms. -
2018-03-15 at 10:14 AM UTCAnti-psychotics make you feel like shit? And would the misery really be worth it?
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2018-03-15 at 10:18 AM UTC
Originally posted by RestStop Anti-psychotics make you feel like shit? And would the misery really be worth it?
I take anti-psychotics currently. Yes they make me feel like shit, But I'm talking about doing psychedelics like shrooms and lsd. Think how shitty you can feel on those drugs sometimes. But sometimes we have to make sacrifices for the production of quality art. -
2018-03-15 at 10:21 AM UTCI guess melancholy can bring out the artistic side of people. I don't like hallucinogens nor feeling like shit. I feel horrible and down in the dumps sober I personally don't need drugs to feel suicide tier depressed. Keep us updated though, I'm curious to see how this goes.
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2018-03-15 at 10:22 AM UTCYeah, antipsychotics are the worst, and they try to prescribe them "off-label" to everyone. The only people who should be taking those are the John Nash-tier absolute crazies.
I got prescribed them for MDD with psychosis but if the doctor would've had half a brain he would've realized that most of my psychotic symptoms came from homelessness and subsequent alcoholism/alcohol withdrawal and malnourishment
Antipsychotics literally made what little organic psychotic symptoms I had ten times worse
That being said though it's great to have a bottle of them around for when stimulant use gets out of hand. This is a bad idea due to high risk of seizures but if your stimulant/hallucinogen psychosis gets bad enough you won't care -
2018-03-15 at 2:53 PM UTCThat's retarded.
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2018-03-15 at 3:14 PM UTCOne of the first, most obvious problems here is that psychedelics build tolerance immediately. You can feasibly trip like once every 1-2 weeks, but even then it ain't the same. I spent like 6 months of last year doing 4-aco-dmt and 1p-lsd every week or two and yeah... it was nice for a while, but you're still going to be spending most of your time sober.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-03-15 at 3:17 PM UTCAlso thread title is a missed opportunity for "highatus".The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-03-15 at 3:34 PM UTC
Originally posted by HTS One of the first, most obvious problems here is that psychedelics build tolerance immediately. You can feasibly trip like once every 1-2 weeks, but even then it ain't the same. I spent like 6 months of last year doing 4-aco-dmt and 1p-lsd every week or two and yeah… it was nice for a while, but you're still going to be spending most of your time sober.
Same thing happens with MDMA. I was up to taking something like 8X220mg yellow Ferrari's a day until I finally came to the bright conclusion that the buzz was becoming negligible and when I would sleep at night my brain started making this zip zappy sound. Anyways my point being MDMA tolerance works extremely fast like it's pretty much immediate. -
2018-03-15 at 4:39 PM UTCDo you plan to work a job to fund this exploration?
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2018-03-15 at 4:45 PM UTC
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2018-03-15 at 4:48 PM UTC
Originally posted by Slaynk I don't even know if I'm going to do this. I was thinking of waiting until I was retired. But these days I hardly know what I'm doing one week from the next
I doubt anybody here will ever get to retire, but I also plan to use a lot of drugs in my old age. What else is there to do? -
2018-03-15 at 9:39 PM UTC
Originally posted by Slaynk As mentioned in Zanick's recent thread about bad drug experiences, I would like to introduce a concept.
You guys probably have stopped watching movies completely. I know the last good movie I watched was this Justin Timberlake movie called "in time" where people are genetically engineered to only live so long due to overpopulation. So what we're looking at guys is basically a 5 years of shit movies at a time when societal resource production has been at an all time high. We have the power of the entire world/internet in the palm of our hand we're just sitting there masturbating to porn.
The idea I want to do is basically take on a regular regiment of psychotics for ten years. What am a I going to do while tripping for ten years? Good question. I'm going to sleep all day in my bed listening to music while feeling like shit. Keep all my thoughts in one place. I could try writing or just memorizing the dreams I have. But this ten years goes by, then what happens? I come back here and give y'all the best dreams I've came up with.
It'd be cool to have a girlfriend. I contacted this girl I fucked with a little bit last year. But basically her role would be to cook/grocery shop while I do my usual head of household duties. But I long for the days when I can devote my time to creative expression.
Ugh I feel like poo right now guys, I have to eat. Feel free to weigh in and tell me what you think, suggestions and criticisms.
I need to rewatch that. it was pretty good. -
2018-03-16 at 12:31 AM UTC
Originally posted by Zanick Do you plan to work a job to fund this exploration?
Call it a fat chance, but it would be nice to be compensated for my creativity. Let's face it, the entertainment industry is producing works that are severely lacking. Don't you guys remember when watching movies was fun?
