2015-12-23 at 1:32 PM UTC
during difficult mental times, like when i feel a lot of anxiety/anger/depression, the anxiety leads me to feel paranoid about random physical ailments i have. the ailments are small but definitely real, like a wart or something. but in my head i can feel weird shit in my body reacting to it. i kind of start to obsess over it and then it becomes hard to tell what is in my head and what is actually real. its like the mental and the physical come together somehow, even though logically i find that idea improbable. then the two feed on each other and make it much worse.
also my personality has changed suddenly somehow, but not necessarily in a bad way. i feel antsy but i dont just want to sit around on the computer for hours like i did not too long ago. people have also been reacting to me in ways like they don't understand why im doing what im doing or something. like i have some form of communication with them that i think is one way, when in reality they interpreted it totally differently. for example, my coworker who i was super chill with just got pissed off at me for always "mocking" him in front of others, which im pretty sure i didnt do. but similar things have happened a couple times now and its making me wonder.
2015-12-23 at 3:36 PM UTC
Yeah man you're going crazy, put your foot through your head, into your brain, stroke yourself, fee la=xyz
You're dying, but only internally
2015-12-23 at 6:33 PM UTC
Possibly the onset of schizophrenia. It's a terrible thing to consider, but something that should be taken seriously. The sooner it's treated, the better the outcome, by a wide margin. It may be possible to prevent it from becoming full blown if caught in the prodromal phase.
2015-12-23 at 7:04 PM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
seems pretty normal to me greenplastic. seems like you think to much.
2015-12-23 at 7:20 PM UTC
Puberty, m8. You'd do well to take notice of the new physical changes taking place on your body as well.
