How do I be kind when I have so much evil inside me?

1. 2018-01-24 at 12:22 PM UTC

   #1
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   I had a drug trip once where I "learned" that I should be kind and stuff.
   
   Except I just can't do it. I have so much hatred... so much evil...
   
   I wanna be like this:
   
   
   
   But instead I'm like this:
   
   
   
   Today somebody asked me why I look so angry all the time. :( One said I reminded them of a serial killer and all three of them laughed.
   
   I just want to implement what I learned on my trip. Should I do more drugs?
2. 2018-01-24 at 12:26 PM UTC

   #2
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   I managed to convince myself that I'll get more for myself in the long run if I help others
3. 2018-01-24 at 12:27 PM UTC

   #3
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by Kolokol-1 I managed to convince myself that I'll get more for myself in the long run if I help others

   
   lol I tell myself that I should continue to be a jerk and stuff since women like jerks, no women like me anyway.
4. 2018-01-24 at 12:27 PM UTC

   #4
   

   mso8 Houston
   +rep your threads read like a LJ
5. 2018-01-24 at 1:26 PM UTC

   #5
   

   Sophie Pedophile Tech Support
   You don't seem evil to me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
6. 2018-01-25 at 12:39 AM UTC

   #6
   

   SpectraL- Houston [stanchly box my garamycin]
   You just seem like an idiot.
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7. 2018-01-25 at 1:07 AM UTC

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   bling bling Dark Matter
   load negative thought like bullet in the chamber of ur brain adn ur mouth is the trigger that propel wickedness strait from hell were the pits of ur stomach negativity dwell
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   • Sophie
8. 2018-01-25 at 2:05 AM UTC

   #8
   

   HTS highlight reel

   Originally posted by bling bling load negative thought like bullet in the chamber of ur brain adn ur mouth is the trigger that propel wickedness strait from hell were the pits of ur stomach negativity dwell

   
   It kinda worries me how with each passing day bling makes more sense to me.
9. 2018-01-25 at 2:36 AM UTC

   #9
   

   Daily an(nu)ally [dissolutely whisk the pantheon]
   bling bling is sploo's final form