2018-01-24 at 4:55 AM UTC
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
I feel guilty about a lot of stuff, but I remember this one time in particular when I was at a cub scout meeting. I was maybe 7 or 8, geeky and yet kind of built for that age from playing sports in the Summers. I wasn't an aggressive kid by any means, in fact much the opposite, which makes this incident all the more anomalous for me.
My group and I were all roughhousing, when this kid, Eddie, did something stupid that I can't remember and as a result, my glasses flew off my face onto the hardwood floor. Thinking they were broken, I started hitting him. All the other boys cheered me on because they were dipshits and we had no supervision. He kept yelling out, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" but I kept beating on him, hitting him in his ribs and face, even as he held out his hands in defense. Not once did Eddie raise a hand to me.
Mindlessly beating someone who isn't trying to hurt me or even really putting up an adequate defense for themselves isn't morally justifiable to me, and I'm sure he never forgot it. The really sad part is, I liked Eddie before that happened and I think he liked me. And my glasses were fine.
2018-01-24 at 5:15 AM UTC
Vizier
Tuskegee Airman
[spic of the devil]
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2018-01-24 at 5:24 AM UTC
Maybe the underlying reason for that outburst was that subconsciously you immediately understood that your parents would beat you for having broken your glasses.
2018-01-24 at 5:24 AM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
Originally posted by Vizier
Zanick moar like panic
pokemon avatar made me think of zanick as mankey
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2018-01-24 at 5:48 AM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
Thats a tough one, I kinda feel bad about choking my gf twice two decembers in a row but also I don't feel bad in away because she had it coming. I feel bad that I was so fucked up and argumentative where the situation escalated to that point when If I had been more of a leader and set a better example for her I still might be with her today, she was someone I actually loved and cared about.
Also I feel really bad about how ten years ago I used to work at blizzard and back then I was really insecure with myself and I cared a lot about what other people though of me and during the orientation I kind of felt really out of place like I wasn't nerdy/geeky enough to fit in and I just felt like an outsider, but there was this one dude that was a total dork but he was cool to me and would talk to me but I could tell the other people in the class saw him as a pariah and when he saved a seat for me in class I didn't want to sit next to him because I didn't want to look like a loser but hind sight he was actually a genuine person while most of the other people in the class were total faggots not worth getting to know anyways i realized.
Now a days I personally wouldn't give a fuck and of been his friend. I think that that experience sort of had a huge impact in my life.
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2018-01-24 at 5:49 AM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
Originally posted by Bill Krozby
Thats a touch one, I kinda feel bad about choking my gf twice two decembers in a row
it's nice to have a christmas tradition
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2018-01-24 at 6:01 AM UTC
Someone should really swat Bill Krozby. It could be an effective method of getting rid of him.
2018-01-24 at 7:21 AM UTC
The only two things that come to the top off my head are a period of time in high school when me and my social group of friends hanging out at our cafeteria tabe, would go out of our way to mock and harrass this partially mentally challenged kid, like the type that isn't a literal retard so it was more worth it because he understood and could talk and yell for us to please stop. It wasn't anything over the top just mostly verbal harrassment but I remember trying to EdgeLord in front of my bros and I got up in his face in the locker bay and slammed him against the lockers as if I was gonna beat the shit out of him just because he was who he was, and he pissed pants. I wasn't actually going to hit him I just wanted him and everyone to think I was , somehow I thought that would make me seem cool.
Other thing I guess was the several occasions during my home burglary days where I took the small amount of savings from what were obviously little kid's rooms, like a 5 dollar bill some kid had tucked under a jar on his shelf, and I'm pretty sure I took a little piggy bank from what had to be a 3 or 4 year old.
One other that doesn't necessarily qualify as I didn't know it at the time was robbing a house with my buddy where we grabbed the kids' backpacks to use to stuff with DVDs and whatever else, just laughing about it all care free, and then ultimately being stupid as fuck and walking back by later wearing the backpacks as we were going back to my friend's car and the little girl was outside with her mom and started yelling and pointing at us, nearly simultaneously the cops pulled up. My buddy took off and for away but I just basically said fuck it and surrendered. Anyway the moral failure aside from the standard burglary shit was that the little girl was in the house hiding under her bed the whole time we were in there and even though we definitely weren't two hardcore gun carrying violent murderers I'm sure from her end it was pretty fucking scary.
I still like to assign a little blame to her mom who had left her there to go to nearby gas station quick and somehow the timing worked out to where we went in and got out before she got back. Obv the odds of that happening to someone are ridiculously low but it happened.
2018-01-24 at 7:47 AM UTC
You were really a piece of shit, mmQ.
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