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2018-01-22 at 2:43 PM UTC"felt a bit shitty on a comedown"
i was experiencing fucking psychosis for weeks
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2018-01-22 at 2:53 PM UTC
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2018-01-22 at 3:03 PM UTC
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2018-01-22 at 3:08 PM UTC
Originally posted by Enter whatever man, i made a mistake taking that shit obviously
the point is it was the most fucked moment of my life but i plowed through it, unlike a lot of other people
so fuck you
fair enough, best advice i can give you is stay away from coke. that shit fucks up more heads than any drug put together. you're obviously predisposed to it.
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2018-01-22 at 3:10 PM UTC
Originally posted by Needledick_Needledick_Needledick Mine sort of has been, i've had some hurdles and shitty times that a trecked through. I'm mostly not gonna commit suicide right now just to see where life & its bs takes me.
Originally posted by mmQ Hydro hacked my account I apologize guise.
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2018-01-22 at 4:47 PM UTC''what doesnt softens me makes me even harder''.
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2018-01-22 at 6:15 PM UTCbump
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2018-01-22 at 7:28 PM UTCNot really, the majority of obstacles I've had to climb over were all in my head anyway.
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2018-01-22 at 7:31 PM UTC
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2018-01-22 at 7:37 PM UTCI suppose I have. I'm not troubled by anything that's happened tho, so I don't know if that nullifies the harships.
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2018-01-22 at 7:39 PM UTC
Originally posted by NARCassist i've had my fair share of strife, prolly double up what mmq listed at least, but i am older. altho my dad didn't die. well my adopted dad didn't, my real dad was some local gangster back in the 70s/80s who got blasted through his front door with a shotgun, but i'd never met the cunt. my real mom was a total fucking piece of shit that would make anyone on this site look good. i was taken into care before i was even 1 year old battered and neglected. child services weren't so sharp in them days so over the next few years i was sent back to her and taken away again about 4 or 5 times with the same shit happening. her excuse apparently was that she was getting a neighbor to babysit so they must have been beating me. but what kind of a mother gives her baby to somebody after they came back all beaten, even once tho? obvious bullshit, and doesn't explain the neglect and me being half starved and shit all the time. my earliest memories are being there in a cot in a bedroom and all i can really remember was this overwhelming feeling of fear and nobody coming. i'm guessing having a baby was just too inconvenient to her lifestyle at the time. i guess it explains my attachment disorder, altho i don't have it severe, i just won't allow many people close to me until i've weighed them up somewhat.
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2018-01-22 at 8:24 PM UTC
Originally posted by D4NG0 Did your mother ever get charged with chlid abuse / did you stay in touch?
na, this was the early/mid 70s, shit was different back then. i have a brother, no contact, but there has been a few times when i've met him round town. he was a pretty successful dj back in the late 80s/90s and i was into the rave scene too. we actually share a lot of friends. i've met him prolly 6 or 7 times where i've just bumped into him and i get on ok with him tbh, i don't have a problem with him because he didn't do shit and he's actually a pretty cool guy. but everytime i've seen him he's banged on about its your mothers dying wish to see/meet you again, blah blah blah. well that's good to know, i get the last laugh coz she gonna go to her grave still wishing that and spend her whole life regretting how she mistreated, neglected and beat her own baby. i don't need no justice system to teach her any lesson. she made her bed and now she can lay in it as far as i care.
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2018-01-22 at 8:28 PM UTCIt hasn't really been that hard, then again I don't exactly have another life to compare it to.
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2018-01-22 at 8:38 PM UTC
Originally posted by NARCassist na, this was the early/mid 70s, shit was different back then. i have a brother, no contact, but there has been a few times when i've met him round town. he was a pretty successful dj back in the late 80s/90s and i was into the rave scene too. we actually share a lot of friends. i've met him prolly 6 or 7 times where i've just bumped into him and i get on ok with him tbh, i don't have a problem with him because he didn't do shit and he's actually a pretty cool guy. but everytime i've seen him he's banged on about its your mothers dying wish to see/meet you again, blah blah blah. well that's good to know, i get the last laugh coz she gonna go to her grave still wishing that and spend her whole life regretting how she mistreated, neglected and beat her own baby. i don't need no justice system to teach her any lesson. she made her bed and now she can lay in it as far as i care.
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Interesting. How did you meet your brother? Was he raised by her? I mean, I don't see why they have a relationship.
I get why you don't want to see her. My parents are dead, and I don't regret not being there. Screw 'em.
