I took 0.5 mg etizolam and smoked a bowl of high CBN weed (Australian shit quality, harvested too late) a couple hours before dosing to mellow me out and because I'm somewhat dependent on etizolam right now and wanted to take just enough to feel not high strung or anxious before dropping. Then I went and ate some delicious vegan food with my girlfriend before walking back to the air bnb we rented and dropping the acid.
Anyways so my girlfriend eats really slow so I ended up eating a lot more food then her and was pretty full even though the food was mostly vegetables and no meat. When we got back we just both took all our tabs at once and swallowed with water, which in retrospect was kind of stupid because the acid took a long time to come on for me. I slowly came up for like 4 hours until I finally peaked, but when I did, it was amazing. I was seeing rainbow graffiti all over my minds eye and all over everything then we went outside and played with the cat who was chilling out in the yard. I was thinking about how crazy it is that there was this different type of sentient being with a different level of consciousness than me and I contemplated what it would be like to be a cat and just watched the cat stretch out and relax while its eyes were constantly twitching to look at birds or bugs that moved around.
After that we decided to walk on this trail next to the air bnb along the river. I had a lot of anxiety about leaving my phone and wallet and shit behind in the air bnb so I was battling with myself for like 10 minutes because I also felt too fucked up to properly go back in and collect my shit, lock the door, grab my bag and all that but I decided fuck it, I'm just not going to be anxious anymore and just freed myself of the thought. We walked along the river and looked at the fish. The sky was wide open and beautiful and it was a nice day.
When we were almost to the beach I saw this crazy looking cloud in the sky that made me want to look up. As I looked up, the sky got to where it filled about 2/3 of my visual field and at that point I was overcome by the sheer beauty of it and how awesome it felt to just be a human on earth on a beautiful day and it made me tear up a little, which made me start laughing. We crossed the street and I was alternating between crying and laughing, both of which were becoming more and more intense and flanging until I was just switching back and forth between crying and laughing hysterically. The whole time was awesome as fuck though, I wasn't sad or anything, it was just like the emotion took on a life of it's own, independent from whatever I was thinking or doing and I was just watching it change before my eyes like a visual.
At this point my girlfriend kind of started to become nervous because I probably looked crazy (she took 300 μg 1P-LSD) but I assured her everything was fine. We continued to walk along the beach just marveling at the world and walked to the top of this big ass hill where the wind was blowing like crazy. I thought about how I was anxious about my phone and wallet earlier and how as soon as I decided to let that thought go, I felt incredibly free. I had some anxious thoughts on the beach because I didn't know where we were really but pushed it away because I was able to decide that it doesn't even really matter if we get lost. At the worst, we would just be stuck somewhere for a few hours til we sobered up enough to find our way back.
After that we walked to some Chinese grocery store thing and bought some food which took like half an hour because we kept getting lost in the store and couldn't decide what we wanted to eat or even if we would be able to eat it. The neighborhood was super rich with a shitload of people having BMWs and Maseratis and shit and I felt like I was in the future. We ate a banana and sat by the river for like another hour just talking, now past the peak but still tripping decently hard. Then my gf made the food we got. Toast, an egg, and avocado and tomato and we listened to dats racist a bunch which was pretty cool, they are much more clever than their music suggests.
After that I took 1.5 mg etizolam because the high was pretty much worn off and just getting to that awkward "I'm tripping sort of still but not really and my legs are all tense and shit" stage. The etizolam made me feel really nice and we went to the jacuzzi and smoked some bowls before passing out finally at like 2 am. My girlfriend has tripped probably 10 times or so but never experienced closed eye visuals so I told her how to make them appear (close your eyes and just concentrate on whatever you see until it peaks in intensity then just sit back and watch) so I showed her how to do that and watched my own closed eye visuals which were not very vivid, but still cool.
Overall the trip was fucking awesome and I will definitely be doing this combination again. It felt very confusing, from the 1P I guess. The cleaheadedness of the ETH-LAD was totally overwhelmed.
